Life is hell as all way but it has its good moments like falling asleep on the phone with someone that means the world to you or laughing so hard it hurts and you dreams are of them and of what you're scared of the most in the world  or the fact that there no one like them in the world of hate and destruction they can make you hell a heaven if you let them  even when you worlds apart they want what is best for you even if it was without them they'll stick with you through everything you have going on and try to help and fix it or they think of you first before anything in world even if theirs were falling apart  they would still listen even when it's the boring things they love about you and your heart want them so back it would break without them in your life or when they say the cutest thing in the world or the way they look at you the way that they only look at you with the look of love and you smile and look down as you bit your lip they bring their fingers under your chin and say don't bit that lip that's my job before kissing you and your heart stops there and them when they touch you in no way  anyone has ever done before and they make you feel like you're flying not falling and there no where you want to be but right there in that moment love is the best feeling too have