#1 Shadow Milk fan who loves him very very much and always will

Anchi bradar it’s been a few amount of days, u gud?

Hey moot u alr?

Hye twin u ok

Like it's unreal that I reject her ideas to help me solve my problems, because she always guilt trips me with it later. "I help you with x and y, do you just not want to try!?" I do but you're making it so fucking hard

My mom's a bitch yo (TW for sh and suicidal thoughts), she randomly came into my room telling me she should've hit me and that she protected me from everyone telling her she should hit me, but that I managed to "prove everyone else right with my behavior". Also how the only grandma I "don't like" (Her mom who made me have a panic attack twice) was against that idea, and how my dad tried to lunge at me multiple times but she threatened with divorce, and how even my other grandma I "like" tells her she should've hit me and how even my dear aunt who I like so much (Well I don't anymore) rejected her idea of taking me somewhere when my dad was in the hospital a few weeks ago because "I never listen to her" (She's talking about a few years ago when I didn't listen to her because I was like 9, it's nothing personal bro I was literally a kid). My mom genuinely thought she'd make me like her and my grandma, but realistically she only made me hate my whole family lol. Also she brought the argument of me being suicidal like "My brother died and I never wanted to!" Your brother died because he was driving a motorcycle with barely knowing how to and putting everyone and himself in danger. It was his fault, it doesn't matter that he was a "golden child" until then. "You have no right to be suicidal! Even your friends have worse problems than you" stfu you ain't guilt tripping me, I apparently do because it's obviously happening. I told her that she doesn't take it seriously and she was like "I've been trying to convince your dad to book a psychologist for a week now, we have a number picked out!" First, if you cared, you would've done it yourself. Second, you obviously just wanna get it off your back, you wouldn't randomly bring it into arguments that have nothing to do with that and then guilt trip me. This bitch cried about my grades that were a result of my suicidal thoughts, but didn't cry when she heard I wanted to do it since I was nine OR when she found out I cut 

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Kindness doesn't meet kindness and I think everyone has to learn that one way or another 

OH YEAH I also played Therapy with Dr. Albert Krueger and Adventures with Anxiety but I just forgot 

Here's a list of all the visual novels I played or watched gameplays of
          Played: 
          • DDLC 
          • Error143 (I love Micah, one of my favorite games)
          • The Freak Circus (Pierrot yippee, possibly also one of my favorites)
          • Something's wrong with Sunny Day Jack
          • I love my follower (Count) (I used ChatGPT like 10 mins ago to fond its name because I forgot and Google wasn't helping shit)
          • Mushroom oasis
          • Grow a girlfriend 
          • missed messages. 
          • Our life: Beginnings & always (I was so close to finishing it before my laptop broke thanks to my dad ty dad) 
          • Do NOT take this cat home (Proud to say I went through the whole game on my own)  
          • Contract demon (The game was good but slightly boring no offense) 
          • Bloodmoney 
          • Lovemoney (I'm not proud of it, I was just really curious) 
          • A game I began to play and I was doing pretty good until yk, I can't remember the name but it was a slice of life game where you play as a college student and I think it was also a dating sim because you could chose from 3 guys to date I think? Anyway I remember mc having two best friends and one of them was non-binary and named Cameron I think (I lowkey wanted to date them but it wasn't an option) 
          • Another bonus I can't name, it was a scary ish game, like had a dreamy and unsettling vibe, I only started it so I can tell you is that the mc is running away from something at the beginning 
          
          Watched: 
          • Class of '09 (All parts MANY times, one of my favorite games) 
          • Deadplate (LaurenZside gameplay) 
          • Going live! (Also Lauren gameplay) 
          • Bonus: Some game which is again a Lauren gameplay where you get hired as a maid then later find out your boss was a murderer or something, I can't remember the name 
          
          I'm sure there are more I can't remember rn but it's 1:10 and I wake up at 6. Good night y'all 

I'm gonna unfollow most people sorry not sorry I get way too many unimportant announcements that don't matter