anchithefreak
Where'd everyone go :(
anchithefreak
caramel_bliss_09
HEYYY
Zoeris1983
Banana
anchithefreak
My old guitar rising from the dead so I can learn Wet </3
anchithefreak
Guys, there's something wrong with me :/
I kissed my crush on the cheek as a joke today and he confessed to me and kept being affectionate, but I just suddenly kinda… Lost all feelings. We're in the same class btw. I sit alone and he has free will to sit with me… So that's kinda awkward
What's more awkward is that I'm pretty sure my mom's comments were getting to me and I tricked myself that I have a crush rather than actually being in love. They went something like "You're so weird for not having a crush. At your age I already had my first kiss… Is there something wrong with you? Are you autistic?"
…
Anyway Idk what to do now because I'll be seeing him tomorrow and I'm already exhausted as it is. I think I'm gonna call Ana and tell her to sit with me in every class she can, I NEED to distance myself. I am not ready for a relationship, or to have an actual crush. Why didn't I just stick to fictional characters? It's way easier. No drama at all, and I really don't know why I suddenly lost feelings…
anchithefreak
@Thelovemaria_17 Yeah I'll find a way eventually… And my unmatched, charming personality? It's all from my aunt. Anyone who doesn't like my aunt is welcome to immediately leave this profile
Thelovemaria_17
@anchithefreak Shiiiittttt i think you should tell him. Like, definitely. It Would be better for the both of you. It'll be worse if this drags on. And Gods She Sounds terrible. Where did you get all of your charm from? (Trynna cherry you up lol) but in all seriousness ignore her. She's a mosquito
anchithefreak
@Thelovemaria_17 He kissed me on the cheek again and insisted to follow me to my building. I let my best friends on it, simply because we all go to the same class together and I really need them to be around me most of the time now. I didn't wanna gossip about him but I really don't know what else to do now. It's not his fault but it feels like it is every time
anchithefreak
TW suicide
Some girl who lives in the building across mine threw herself off the fourth floor last night. I saw the police, I saw the blood, I saw when they put her in a body bag, all from my window. Luckily not jer body since I was too far away and she was in a bloody bag most of the time.
Now my parents are discussing how young she was, how they couldn't sleep last night, even though I was the one who watched her body get carried away.
Do my parents know they're going to be responsible for the same thing, but for a much younger person? Wonder if they could sleep then
Thelovemaria_17
@anchithefreak Oh my darling, please don't ever try that yourself. I know life sucks. I know, i promise i understand. But i also know life can be beautiful. Just hang on, i beg of you. And if you were in such shock over someone who you didnt know, imagine the pain those Who love you will feel. Stay for them and for yourself, I love you dearly
anchithefreak
Talk to me I'm boooreeed :((
Btw I rewatched Helluva Boss again
anchithefreak
2025 journal (That I forgot to do)!! Feel free to write yours if u want
Top 3 fandoms:
1. Cookie run: Kingdom
2. Dandy's World
3. Helluva Boss
Top 6 (new) songs:
1. Wet ~ Dazey and the Scouts
2. Amygdala's ragdoll ~ GHOST
3. Any Jhariah song
4. Flop era ~ ePiaeon
5. Konton Boogie ~ whoever made it, I forgot the name (Good song though)
6. Propose ~ 9Lana
Bonus: Other Vocaloid songs, because I started listening to them in 2025
Top 3 fictional characters that are my babies:
1. SHADOW MILK COOKIE <3333333
2. Squid Ink Cookie, my child <333
3. Vee Dandy's world <3
iamapotatoe
@anchithefreak And I just noticed Amygdala's rag doll THATS MADE BY OLIVER THE VOCALOID SO OLIVER MENTIONED!!!
anchithefreak
Fun fact/theory about Crk
I realized that none of the Ancients have pupils. However, all of the Beasts have them (We don't know about Silent Salt obviously). Then I looked at the Beasts' minions (Not counting Sugarfly, Peach Blossom or Charcoal) and all of them have pupils EXCEPT Pavlova and Salt Cellar.
Perhaps pupils mean corruption? We know Pavlova actually wants to escape Eternal Sugar and possibly join Hollyberry, and we know Salt Cellar met White Lily and that Silent Salt joined her, so perhaps she followed her commander. All the other Beast minions are loyal to their Beast, which means they likely wouldn't join the Ancients, so they have pupils to represent that, just like the Beasts
Am I overthinking this? (Btw I didn't even see the pupil thing anywhere I noticed it gimme some credit)
anchithefreak
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IT'S MY ANNIVERSARY, EVERYONE!
Holy shit, already a year on Wattpad! It felt like a few months!
I'm so grateful to all of you who became my friends, my best friends, who I told my secrets to, to you, Oreo, Caramel, Luna, Niy, Ira, Christy, Zoe, Flower (@TheFlowerGirl09 Lol) even you, Ana! And all of my Potterheads, my first followers!
I'm even grateful for all the drama that happened on here, the arguments, the fact that I got OVER 300 FOLLOWERS IN UNDER A FUCKING YEAR??? Y'all are seriously amazing. And I love every single one of you.
~ Anchi <3
