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I apologize for not updating that much for about a month I guess? Since I feel unproductive lately to come up with ideas that I may include in my stories. Also, I am stressed with the schoolworks to the point that my sleep is affected. I pressured myself that much and so in order for me to not add a load on my already heavy back, I decided to stop for a while until I can come back with my old self again which contains dedication and perseverance while writing. For now, I don't know when will I start writing again. Hopefully, this month will be full of updates which I want to happen. 
          
          Thank you very much!

anchoraigee

"That was a deep pain and the insides shattered into pieces, only fragments left and cannot be mended as a trickle of water went down her cheeks, pooling the unsaid emotions she have kept for a quite long time and it burst inside of her, afraid to be scared that she cannot be heard." 
          
          Still, no updates for now. Still needed to focus on something mga bhieeee. Needed to fix everything in order to be back and let it sink for me now. 
          
          Thank youuuuu (if ever y'all can read this).

anchoraigee

Hi, hello! A very Merry Christmas to all of you! I hope you are all doing fine and enjoying the holidays. May we spend our time with our families or loved ones though in other parts of the country, everyone's struggling due to the typhoon that ruined their capabilities to spend Christmas a lot better. 
          
          Wishing you all a great time for this holiday, my dear readers! ❤️

nknown_

Hello Ms. Author!!! I've read your three creations and it's more than beautiful!!! I can't understand why you only have hundreds/thousands of reads, your stories deserve a million of reads!!! count this message as a appreciation. pls keep on writing ❤️

nknown_

@anchoraigee Merry Christmas din po ❤️❤️❤️
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anchoraigee

Hala bhe ಥ_ಥ thank youu ng marami sa pagbasa! Starting point pa lang ako saka dami pang errors kaya oks lang saken if ganon karami hehe. 
            Advanced Merry Christmas sayo!! Early gift saken ang comment mo. Natouch ako ng malala HAHAHA
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nknown_

btw, i'm one of your silent reader! 
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anchoraigee

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I've had enough with anything this college. I became weak, struggled on a single subject which I hated the most, cried silently while lying down on my bed talking to God about how hard it is to deal with these all alone. Those tears dried while I am asleep, still thinking about the possibility of tomorrow. It came to the point where I cannot breath properly due to crying endlessly as I stared down at the exam I submitted wrongly. I became so hopeless, thought of being a failure to my mother and to the people who believed in me, in my capabilities as the 'truest' of myself they known. Battling alone was so hard. I was not able to talk properly or even voice out anything to my mother for I know that like me, she will overthink about it. I was so scared to du such actions. Nervous for the feedback that I will receive once I make a way to make everything in correct place. 
          
          I had so much doubts with myself. I didn't believe of what I can do. I didn't believe all the learnings I've learned alone. I didn't believe anything within me. Such a crying shit.