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i stopped romanticizing everything

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Life Lately:
          — I promise to do better this school year and focus on my studies and forget about boys, but I guess some things didn't go according to plan. I find myself crushing on one of my classmates on the 3rd day of school it so awkward and at the same time it makes my head spin around because for the first time I have interaction with my crush and he treats me nicely, but I find out that he likes one of my classmate, at first it kinda hurts me because I have a crush on him but our seats got arranged so I have a new seatmates now. I'm thankful that I can finally moved because we're not near to each other. And I already uncrush him.
          
          — On the third week of class everything goes well despite the pressure of studying, l began socializing with my classmates and I laugh with their jokes sometimes. Little did I know some great headache will come, one my classmates began teasing me with that guy in our class, at first i ignored it but they kept telling me “he likes you” and that guy also gives me mixed signals and his posts on Facebook are a little accurate on our situation then one time I heard him murmured “acting strong pero tiklop” that makes me super confused. On the next day he ignored me and he starts to get a little too clingy with one of our girl classmate then it comes to my senses that he wasn't into me they just found me as the target of their stupid jokes. I feel so stupid for assuming that's why starting from now 
          I'm applying the "never assume unless other wise stated" mantra in my life, it hurts being a hopeless romantic.

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Life Lately:
          — Went to new school, on the first day of school i was very lonely i wasn't familiar to any of my classmates while they get along so well with each other, that was the time I doubt my decision on transferring, many what ifs comes to my mind “what if I don't find friends here?” “what if I'll become loner for the whole school year?” “Is this what they called being an outcast?”. But I'm really thankful to some of my classmates who tried their best to include me to Aj and Lloyd my first seatmates who always offers me their foods because I didn't go to canteen during break time. And to Glazel I'm thankful that our seats are closer because if it's not I don't know maybe we will not be friends today. Glazel and Elijah they were the first persons who accompanied me to canteen they didn't know but that means a lot to me.