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“Can i have bagel?” I asked,changing the subject. 
            He cocks an eyebrow and grasps his bagel “No, this is my bagel.” I stuck my lip out as he took another bite of his bagel. “Noo…” I whimper as he continues to eat his bagel. 
            They sat on a bench in the park with the group, staring at the two dweebs. Evan soon made it to the last piece of his bagel, with my blue eyes concentrated on the delicious cream and bread.  Watching it like a cat, Evan moves his hand in random directions and my head following it until he circled it over his mouth causing me to stand from my seat. But was too late as he pops the bagel into his mouth. Savoring every single chew he makes, grunting each time. Causing me to whimper out as surprisingly, something hardens beneath my jeans.
            (OH MY GOSH XD)
            Craig scoff’s “Fucking hell! Am I watching a food porno?”he laughed as he leaned over Tyler's head.

“Well, maybe one day. You can find that somebody again.” smiled Lui as he looks up at David. 
            Some of the guys were gay and some of them were bisexual, but kept it secret just between all of us. For me, I didn’t let them know my sexualty.. except David, nor did Evan. I do have a couple of reasons that he’s straight. But the way how he talked about that someone makes me jealous like hell.
            Once we entered Dunkin Donuts, we all ordered our donuts and a bagel for Evan. We walked out with our food to the park. The guys talked to each other as I looked up at the gloomy sky, the air was moist and the wind was cool. The sun struggles to shine its light down on us, but was covered by the thick clouds. I took my last bite of my donut and shove the parchment paper into my pockets, the sweetness was still trapped in my mouth once I swallowed, sadly I didn’t have something to drink it down. Milk would be nice right now. 
            I was still hungry. I’m such a fatty when it comes to food especially when my metabolism is high. Just hungry for more. I look over at Evan who just began eating his bagel. He had his sunglasses over his eyes, staring off to space I’m guessing. Evan. I really liked saying his name, it's like one of my favorite word… I don’t care what people call me if I was gay, I’m just afraid of what they would think of me, my family. i’m just worried. Would they be disappointed? Upset? I don’t, know…

Once we coughed our final laughs, we calmed down. “I don’t know about you guys, but I want donuts.” Luke said crossing his arms. “Yeah, let's get some donuts!” Evan cheered, raising his hands in the air. “Whooo!” I said; everyone agreed and left Starbucks. 
            We all started walking a certain direction to the closest donut shop “Krispy Kreme is just a couple of blocks from here.” Evan said, I looked down at his phone with the map with him until Tyler walks away to the opposite direction. 
            “Tyler!” Yelled Craig “Where the hell are you going?!” - “Fuck Krispy Kreme, I’m going to Dunkin Donuts!” Yelled Tyler. “Geez Tyler, why do you have to be such a bitch?” I say. Everyone complains as they turn back around, running after Tyler. 
            “So Evan, I was wondering...” Questioned Luke “Do you have a girlfriend? I barely hear you talk about a girl.” The question caught my attention as all of us look over at Evan. He looked speechless “I don’t. I’m still single. I don’t really have any interests in anyone at the moment.” 
            “C’mon man.” Brian said “With a guy like you with muscles like that! A girl must crush on you!” Evan chuckles as he scratches the back of his head “Nahhh man. I’m not really into that.” 
            “Do you know yourself yet?” I asked. 
            “Heck! I’ve already found myself years ago! Well.. I did met this someone.” 
            “OOO!” Marceled coed “Who is this somebody!” he nudged his elbow on Evan’s side. 
            “I wish I had that somebody.” sighed Brock. Brain hangs his arm over his shoulder “Don’t worry buddy. I’m got you.”
            “Well, I don’t know.” said Evan. “You don’t know the person you even like?!?” David exclaimed. “Well not really. Lets just say this somebody… was like a mystery. This person has the cutest laugh and has the cutest reaction to things. I just wish I told them.” He sighs happily as he took a quick glance at me and back at the blue sky.