angeI_Iess

Some days I wish I wasn't here
          	
          	There isn't anything to look forward to
          	
          	I hate myself
          	
          	No one would even noticed if I disappear since they all hate me or ignore me anyways 
          	
          	Life is getting too stressful
          	
          	Not sure how long I can keep going

Anna_Writes101

@angeI_Iess no, don’t say that, I know life may be hard sometimes, but just know that I’m here for you always, and also don’t hate yourself, you are a great human being who deserves to be loved, and also, if life gets hard, please don’t kys… please.. I know life may be hard rn, but there will always be a reason to keep going.. like your f/o’s or something that you love that keeps you motivated… and just know you aren’t alone.. you have me and many other people out there going through the same struggles… it’s going to be okay, ml.. I’m hfy always… <333
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angeI_Iess

Some days I wish I wasn't here
          
          There isn't anything to look forward to
          
          I hate myself
          
          No one would even noticed if I disappear since they all hate me or ignore me anyways 
          
          Life is getting too stressful
          
          Not sure how long I can keep going

Anna_Writes101

@angeI_Iess no, don’t say that, I know life may be hard sometimes, but just know that I’m here for you always, and also don’t hate yourself, you are a great human being who deserves to be loved, and also, if life gets hard, please don’t kys… please.. I know life may be hard rn, but there will always be a reason to keep going.. like your f/o’s or something that you love that keeps you motivated… and just know you aren’t alone.. you have me and many other people out there going through the same struggles… it’s going to be okay, ml.. I’m hfy always… <333
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angeI_Iess

Idk how to deal with like loss of motivation. 
          
          I want to write I LOVE TO but it's just doing it...
          
          I will have the spark and then it will flicker out and I will spend like 5 or 6 hours playing Regretevator
          
          
          I really want to make a Poob oneshot book or like something like that since... uh... I can and I love them to bits but I have no motivation
          
          Plus I doubt people are going to read it

angeI_Iess

I'm slowly losing motivation
          
          
          I don't know if I can keep going
          
          I really don't know what my one shots will be like. 
          
          I think it's going to be Mafia!Shadow x Shy!Reader and then I'm done since I have zero motivation to finish that. 
          
          I also want to be more focused on my animations and voice acting roles and little things around on my main YouTube channel.
          
          Also, life is really starting to get to me. Every day feels like another chore to get through. I am not happy at all. I'm not diagnosed with anything other than a few epileptic issues and I feel like I might need medication to help me. Or at least therapy in some sort. 
          
          So, plan for me is that I am going to finish off this request I am doing then my oneshots will be closed. I am going to be doing some OC X CANON shenanigans so if you don't like that... then maybe my content isn't going to be for you. I will also maybe do some Forsaken ship content in the future if you really want me to. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I don't even know why I am writing this. No one is sticking around. I feel as if I am a nobody. No one would care. No one.

Anna_Writes101

@angeI_Iess  Yw! <33
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angeI_Iess

@Anna_Writes101 thank you you are the best Anna!
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Anna_Writes101

@angeI_Iess  well, dw... ik you want to do the things you enjoy, but don't overwork yourself.. it's not healthy for u, don't listen to the bad things others say.. and remember if it gets too hard, always remember you have me to vent to.. I'm not saying you should stop.. I'm just saying feel free to keep doing what you enjoy.. and don't listen to bad criticism.. and take small breaks to ensure your well-being... always remember that I'm here and I've got your back..
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