Coming back here every two years has really been an experience. I hope everyone is doing well, still. The world has been so dark and difficult and it almost feels wrong to try and cheer anyone up, but I want to say that if you’re struggling to find a purpose or motivation to keep living , please know that Jesus (whom God sent) loves you so infinitely much. Just give him all of your worries, your pain, your fears, your traumas, and he’ll use all of it and make something beautiful. I used to write EXO fanfiction here and looking back at my drafts, it shows that it was more than just me writing entertaining stories. A lot of the material was so dark and sad. I remember the band and “Exoplanet” being a sort of refuge for me to process a lot of pain. While I still enjoy their music now, I slowly began to realise that I don’t want to have an idol. I don’t want to throw all of my passion into humans that are just as flawed as I am. I still write! Working on some projects that will tell MY story and the unbelievable way God has been writing it.
