I found Yizhan's fanfic that traumatized me a little. it's really a toxic relationship. yibo had an affair for 5 years even they live together in the same house with zhan that's a pretty cruel story. when zhan finally tried to move on, why did zhan have to take care of yibo when his mistress died. is there anything more cruel than that. even when they get back together I don't feel love anymore. but only obligation :(
It is very difficult for some people to get out of a toxic relationship. So why do they have to be together again :(