Y'ALL
Since when were there 87 of you out there following me?? Genuinely, thank you.
I'm alive! Holiday was soo needed but I'm back, I have new clothes and shoes which is basically the same as having happiness in object form for me.
I just had my first day back at school today and *lord* the workload they've got us on already but I work best under pressure so I'm sure I'll ace it :)
The best part of today was seeing everyone again because I literally just hid away all of summer but it wasn't my fault because making plans is HARD when everyone decides they're useless at giving me availability or actually committing yk? (I'm totally also guilty of that sometimes though lol)
A very close second was all the compliments on my hair and outfit like if I wasn't already full of it then I definitely am now. ESPECIALLY because I wore my hair natural for the first time in ages so like the VALIDATION!!
Also, really random, but I just realised that between writing these books and my coursework for school - not only are my search histories hilarious and often alarming, the actual line up is insane:
- 3 fanfics
- an essay linguistics investigation called 'The mystery of faith; an investigation into why members of the peoples temple believed in Jim Jones and his mission to such an extent that their faith was unwavering even when it's consequences were fatal' (I literally had to listen to hours of cult sermon recordings for this that were seized by the FBI, transcribe anything I needed - aka FORTY FOUR PAGES OF A SINGULAR MAN TALKING)
- an essay looking into the concept of 'meaning' in art, weighing up an artist's intent versus the audience's impressions by looking at Thérèse dreaming by Balthus
- and I need to actually start the article but it's potentially going to be an exposé style about the Grenfell tower fires or something along those lines
Like.. the line up is insane and I love myself for it.
Thought you should know what you're getting into xx
LOVE YOU ALL