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When I write, I judge myself pretty hard. I care a lot about reader's opinions and that makes it crazy hard to update. I'm always worried if what I write is too cliché or basic. I'm always worried if it's cringe or just genuinely bad.
Even this post. I'm reading it over and over again. Constantly looking for typos or replacement words because when it comes down to it, I'm a shit writer. I like to think I'm good at it but I know I'm not. I just gotta care less. I can't even say I'm trying to change but I'm not. I really only write when I'm extremely bored now. I just don't know if this is my thing anymore.