i feel free when i read or write books . the memories that haunt me the memories which gives me love in heart , i want share it i want feel free now  i am . knowing not only me going through a tough life about also many people out there is also . 
i never back down without a fight i do not care if i lose.  i never gave up on me and hope , i am lonely about i love it sometimes . 
i put a smile knowing today i will do something awesome. 
people out there reading this just smile even when your in bad mode it will help . and do not give up on you what ever the people say.  hate is what we want to become strong and thats what i am now . i am strong and i have my walls up now and no one can break it .