I want to get something through to the people who tell me that I am this.
I AM NOT A SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM PROMOTER!!!
I do not, under any circumstance, promote suicide or self-harm. I suffer from it. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE!!!
Suffering from suicidalness (I made that word up) is just being that way and having those thoughts and thinking it would be better. Promoting suicidalness is telling people to kill themselves and saying suicide is a good thing and doing stuff like that. Suffering from self-harm is where you cut, burn, bruise, or whatever you do to yourself as a way to deal with pain and anger and emotions. Promoting self-harm is telling people to go cut themselves or anything like that/ of that manner. I do not promote self-harm or suicide. I suffer from self-harm and I am suicidal, but I would NEVER promote it.