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are there even any good books on wattpad anymore •_•

covid finally caught me

hey guys, how are we? what’s been happening? 
          
          i’m in such a horrible reading slump right now it SUCKS, so if any of you have some recommendations they would be much appreciated :)

i still havent listened to cornelia street or ciwyw :) for my mental health i may not ever 

latest favourite book recs GO

i love when people respond to my comments like yes i love you too pls marry me 

OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO UODATE YALL. I SAW HARRY AT BARRICADE IN AUCKLAND NZ THREE DAYS AGO. and right now i’m trying to come up with words to summarise and explain all the feelings but i really just cant. he looked at me. multiple times. and MOST OF THE TIME WHEN I WAS LOOKING CAUSE I WAS LEGITIMATELY CRYING MMAO. but that is not all. WE GOT MEDICINE. but that isn’t even the best part. I THREW UP DAISY GLASSES TO HIM  AND HE VAUGH THEM AND DANCED WITH THEM DURING TPWK SNDBDJBDKDBDNDBDJDBSJBDKSBDNDBSKDBDKBSKSNDKDBDJDBDJDBDJBSKSBDKSBDKBDKZNSLWBEKSJSOEBKSBXKSBEJDNSKNSKSBSKSBZKZBKDBDKDNSKDJD YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT I CANT BELIEVE IT EITHER. AND I GOT THE BEST FUCKING BIDEOS OF THE SATELLTIE STOMPS I CANT EVEN BELIEVE UTS REAL. it’s take. three days for me to process and actually realise how incredible the night was cause honestly when he first came out it wasn’t real and it felt like i was just watching through a phone screen on harryflorals of videos if someone else’s concert but then literally as soon as he was right in front of me AND I SAW HIS FREAKING EYES TWINKLE AND HE LOOKED AROUND AND LIKE HE WAS EEAL I MUST ADMIT I VIOLENTLY SOBBED. i think for the past couple days i was kinda upset cause i didn’t feel like i really fully experience matilda because it literally did not register what was happening and my brain was not in the right headspace to let it all out and that made me sad but i have a seven minute video of matilda to little freak to the start of satellite and i did. in fact start sobbing in the last chorus of matilda then VIOLENTLY SOBBED all throughout little freak and MY DUDES the seconds between matilda and little freak was when i broke down AND THATS ALSO WHEN HE LOOKED AT ME CAUSE I SAW IT IN THE VIDEO AND IT LOOKS LIKE HE WAS READING MY SIGN THAT SAID “THANK U 4 MATILDA” PLS ILL START BALLING AGAIN. i have no more words. thank you for reading. 

TWO DAYS. TWO. DAYS. TIL I SEE HARRY. TWO DAYS. 

guys- i can officially say TWO WEEKS AND ILL BE HOME IM SOBBING AHHHHH i’m literally gonna cry so much at the show i cant fvcking believe it honestly like i bought these tickets like forty freaking weeks ago what the actual?! i can’t believe i’m gonna see matilda live. i cant. im about to send myself into a breakdown i need to stop. oh my god. help. how is this real. harry freaking styles. like what. how is he real honestly. i feel like my life will both pause and literally start at that show. march 7. oh my god. i’m so excited. i cant. i literally cant. i have no other words i’m sorry. what. 14 more days. 14. two weeks and i’ll be home… 

i want a hug from harry styles