could have done more for you, tap. i hope you're free to run without risks there and can eat everything you want. i love you, girl. thank you for being my first dog, thank you for growing up with me. i'll never forget you.
for the rest of these quiet evenings, when you're too tired to think and mumble senseless things—i hope to hear only the ever mundane things that surround us and the bliss of our love-centered life together.