someone close to me passed away last night. i feel unsettled. i saw her and spoke with her a few hours before her passing. she was so happy and lively but she went in a very sad way. i hope it wasn’t painful, i hope she didn’t suffer much. i wish she had a more peaceful death though, :(
i’m confused to be honest, death is hard to come to terms with. humans have so much PERSONALITY to them, so much,, well,, life, to them. there is no way it can all just end and be over with. surely there’s some kind of afterlife. there’s no way so much personality and love can just be gone in a flash.