In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now; In our 'special place'... Waiting for you...  [...]  I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you... [...] But I want you to know this, James. I'll always love you. 
[...] I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead. I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me.[...] Do what's best for you, James.

James... 
You made me happy.
╱ mary's letter to james. sh2