hey guys.. sooo, i, idk.. ig, u can say "like" my best frend.. however, she has a boyfrend & idk if i should tell her. i want 2 but i get nervous. like shes mostly the 1 who does sxual jokes whereas i laugh or flush @ thm. apparently yesterday, during lunch, she touched my shoulder & asked if i liked it (dont think of it as a perv type tho..). i looked @ her & turned away, legit flushing 2 myself. but thers a guy in my scool who i also like &, well.. i havent seen him around since scool started. he would usually give me compliments, hugs & yt recommendations 2 watch. along with him even giving me a small bear a few days after new year's of 2020.
aside from that, everytime i c her from afar, i just stare @ her, open-mouthed. its also weird that wenever we look @ each other, we just look away either laughing or trying not 2 blush.
idk who 2 like tho.. & the ? remains: am i bi?