“I feel a tyrannous pain in my heart, and never hope to find peace.”
That's what I said three years ago. I suffered, resented that person and thought about them every day, every night.
But now it's been three years after that event, and the pain inside me has gradually subsided. Of course I still feel a bit hurt, when they pop up in my mind every once in a while.
Even though the feeling was only fleeting and the pain was much less than three years ago, that pain will never go away, ever.