angst_maniac

O haven't been in wattpad for a long time and i think it updated again...im not sure i like it
          
          Anyways, i read a few of my older things today, which was long overdue but i was too bored, and i decided to delete some stuff cause they make me cringe so hard i forget how to breath
          
          
          Oh, also im writting a akakuro story from "kuroko's basketball" if anyone is interested
          
          For a change im gonna be publishing in chapters and not wait until im done. Im hoping it will motivate me to write more often 
          
          Im posting the first chapter tomorrow. 
          
          I had been working on a yoonmin fic this whole year and probably reached a new record of words, maybe more than 50000, but after quarantined i lost the will to continue even though im reaching the end. I'll probably get back to that as well at some point but im just going with my moods so nothing is certain
          
          

Hello to everyone that may care.
          It was brought to my attention that my work "regrets" depicted Jungkook in a way that suggested his behaviour was acceptable and not enough punishment was directed to him. Recieving comfort and being told you did nothing wrong after bullying  someone and practically driving them to suicide is neither right nor the message I was trying to give. I am very sorry for my mistake and the way I might have hurt anybody. I absolutely DO NOT support bullying or any kind of abuse and I condemn this kind of behaviour and the person behind it, no matter what their "reasons" may be. There is no excuse for hurting others and I should have been more careful about the way I wrote things so misunderstandings such as these would have been avoided. 
          
          The idea of anyone thinking I don't give bullying and its consequenses the appropriate gravity makes me feel both disappointed and disgusted with myself for letting this happen. 
          Thus, I am unpublishing the whole story for the time being. It is possible that I republish it yet again after further alterations, but honestly I am kind of tired of this story and not in the best place mentally so I don't really know...
          
          Thank you for everything and I am sorry.

I just reposted "Regrets" after some very much needed changes. There were many points i wasn't that pleasd with anymore so i adjusted some stuff. 
          there is no vmin at all now, all these relationships seemed unecessary and only happened bc i coincidentally changed otps while writing this.
          
          also some things were too dramatic and it didnt portray the mental health issues i wanted to adress to that well on the whole story.
          plus i finally went and changed Tae's name. istg every time i saw 'V' i wanted to slap myself...
          
          anyways, i am more satisfied with this now and i hope you will be as well.
          
          p.s. i am writing a new fic thats mostly angst and it might be the work im most proud of to this day. i hope i'll get to finish soon and finally share it :))

You’re a great author

Im about to post another story if anyone is interested. 
          Its about bts as a group and is mainky jimin-centered

i am proofreading "regrets" and making any changes necessary.
          but its not updates so dont get confused if it is shown as such.

Wooohooo!! 30k on "Regrets" i am so grateful and happy. This makes me proud of myself and i really needed that! Thank you everyone for making this possible

Does anyone who likes angst ever think of a very good scene so you write it down and then when you read what you wrote you feel sad because you really got you?? 

Waiiiiiiiiit.
          So Namjoon dropped a solo song
          And then Jimin dropped a solo song.
          Are we getting more solos before the next comeback!?!?!?

I hate myself so fucking much...