when you watch anime despite the fact that it rips your heart out and tramples on it

animes i've watched:
- haikyuu (my favorite)
- boku no hero academia
- given
- anohana: the flower we saw that day
- the devil is a part timer
- angel beats
- cells at work
- kakegurui
- ouran high school host club
- your lie in april
- puella magi madoka magica
- monthly girls nozaki-kun
- a silent voice
- akame ga kill
- high score girl