First off. It's dear not dear. Second off. You didn't treat me as a friend, you treated me as a lover back then but now.. it's sad that moments like this, that should've been left forgotten. Third off. If you really think of ending it. Do it, go ahead, kill yourself, let someone that you manipulated gain there sympathy. Sure you can fool the whole world but I'm seeing right through you. Nice to know that someone I used to love as. Now he made himself feel more pathetic then he was back then, glad to see things don't change.