jean

merry christmas everyone !!
          
          i just got my new phone and was signing back into all my apps, and realized i hadn’t said anything in a while so yeah lol
          
          i hope everyone has a great day <3 
          luv u all 

boobies 

i’m???? gonna???? puke?????
          
          no bc i actually despise everything that is the monstrosity that is my “fic.” ....... EW
          
          it’s just not good. like at all. like every once in a while i’ll think abt it and i’ll remember a part that i wrote when i first joined the fandom (over a year ago????) and first started it AND THEN REMEMBER THAT ITS LITERALLY STILL UP AND ANYONE CAN READ IT AND UGHHH I WANNA PUKE LMFAOAOA
          
          needless to say i’m assuming the demand for an update on it is very low and so i probably won’t be doing that anymore, plus i have little to no urge to continue it. <3
          
          i love the storyline and even though i haven’t even gotten close to the climax of the story yet i have the plot all laid out in my head and i’m sure you guys would love it sm, but i just find myself wanting more so to drink bleach than having to continue off of a piece of work that started out with a foundation of “sugamama” and “milk boi kags” UGHHHHAGS IM GONNA KMS
          
          anyways i’ll probably start writing more, but i think i might just start the fic over and rewrite it !! who knows i might even upload the rewrite to ao3 ;)
          
          i appreciate the support i got when i was updating frequently, and despite my better half telling me its a terrible idea, i am probably going to keep the fic up. maybe it’ll entertain some 12 year olds idk. 
          
          just wanted to make an announcement bc i feel like i’ve been dead to the world on this app. :D
          
          follow my tik tok if you want to stay in contact @/ moikawa :)) 
          i’ll still be on wattpad ofc, i just don’t have my notifs on for this app and probably won’t see if anyone happens to talk to me here lol
          
          love you guys !!

the first part for ‘your reality’ unpublished for some reason and i’m not sure how long it’s been like that but it’s published again lol
          
          anyways sorry i haven’t been writing i just don’t feel like it and i’m kinda tempted to rewrite the whole thing because i kinda hate it  ^_^
          
          i don’t know 
          

happy pride :)

i love how i constantly have to stop myself from feeling weird abt ppls oc insert fics as if i’m not literally writing one myself
          
          the character being one i created to project onto, and then to shove into a world that doesn’t actually exist like what
          
          i mean i get why people don’t like oc inserts, but as a writer myself, i completely understanding wanting to be in a world so bad that you create something new to take your place so it can live out a life you can’t
          
          and then i realize how much of a hypocrite i am bc obviously im not the only one who wants that
          
          so if you have found some oc inserts, or are writing some, pls don’t feel awkward abt them or dislike them for no real reason bc they make people happy/ you happy and that’s all that matters lol

ok so i don’t know if the link is gonna post bc i’ve never shared a link to my profile before lol so if doesn’t just ignore this and i’ll delete this in a sec
          
          but if it does, please read it and pay attention to what they have to say
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1056125341?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=animeboyscansteponme&wp_originator=Mrx4GmQqEwu359hHzZgTw8oWcPhKLKH5Hfv8R9U5TMWps%2BkODr0xnRQhUojrvJv9cQO7NVWVNAnan4EMpSHQhe2LCtNNE%2FmycKCLQUH8%2FVvjWUWNGh9UGAD2geW0G4G5

*giggle snorts in the irony of my pfp*
          i’m funny. laugh.
          
          also its like 2am and i just spent the last hour on pinterest looking through themes and shit for literally no reason cuz i liked my old one but apparently my brain was like GUESS WHAT FUCKER NOW YOU DONT so yeah
          
          whatever ig
          but i keep giggling to myself everytime i look at my pfp bc my single brain cell REALLY pulled through for that one lol

on an unrelated note would you guys describe reki’s hair as more of a scarlet or crimson- 

me: yeah i need to write more for the book that i started back in like september bc the plot is getting somewhat good and it’s been like 3 weeks since i’ve posted anything
          
          also me: MNNUUGGGGHH LETS WRITE RENGA FANFIC UGGHHH