animelovertillend

Because of my addiction towards Kuroko no Basket i might aswell create my own fan fic of it especially when it comes to yaoi xD this is my first time doing it. Sorry i wasn't able to add chapter on my first book but don't worry that's not the end of it

Maria_Hikari

@animelovertillend Why don't you tell us why are you suffering? you "think" that your friends doesn't know that your suffering in the inside. But every time I see you alone i know that your feel pain and sadness. You might not see it but there are people who are worried about you. you don't know that even your not with me, when i see you all alone i know there is something wrong with you. why don't you tell me or 'us' why are you suffering talk to me again. So that we can work this out.

animelovertillend

@Infinitedreamer47  Then...ask me this question....along with everyone's answer, honestly......Who am I to all of you?
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Maria_Hikari

@animelovertillend Together is not a fantasy, it's also reality. We all do something for our selves, God give us trial so that we could learn to do something by ourselves. Friends are our supporters they support use everyday in our trials. Together we can face the trials that God will give us. God gave us friend so that we won't be lonely in this world we have family who loves us and Friends who supports us. I know you've been trying hard to make friends how about try to make friend who can understand you and supports you in your everyday life. How about try to do it step by step so that you can gain more friends in your life. Find someone who can catch you when you fell down, when your in misery, pain, and sorrow. Try to talk to me again you know where you can find me

Maria_Hikari

@animelovertillend you will find your "real happiness" in the right time for now God is giving you trials before giving you your "real happiness". God give us trials so that we could learn our mistake and to also know that if you want to earn something you have to work hard for it. Soon my friend you will find your real happiness in your life but for now just be ready for the trails that god has ready for you.

animelovertillend

Arigatou, senpai..and...gomen...it's been years and I've never felt it once even if I'm already in a group of friends...I still feel loneliness. I tried but somehow it's not progressing...
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Maria_Hikari

Sometimes you wish that you want to die, sometimes you wish that you never wanted to be born in this world but you didn't notice that you have friends who cared for you, who are worried about you since you don't speak to much. Try to open your heart and talk to us we're here for you. Please let us hear your problems and so that we will concur your problems TOGETHER!!!! we are here for you forever and ever. I promised try to talk to me or us, we will listen to you @animelovertillend

animelovertillend

And also...how'd you found out?
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animelovertillend

Whenever I read your message, it always give me hope. But it disappeared when I read 'her' message...I kept asking myself, i've been asking for it for 5 years...was I just a burden to all of you?...
            
            Everytime I ask that, there is one song who only reflects about me being a burden, it's Kagayaku Sora No Shijima Ni Wa, perhaps you already know that. But my favorite song is Promise of a Lifetime...it reflects on my life. From the day I was born and the time when will I die...
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