animepro56

Hey, question for anyone willing to think about this and type up a response: What do you feel like out of these three options? 
          	
          	Existing: wanting everything to end, feel like no matter what something or someone is making sure you stay alive on this earth to suffer, feel that each passing day is just like the last and has no point, no energy to bother with anything at all
          	
          	Surviving: attempts to make things better, barely makes ends meet, fights hard to make it through the day, even though wants to throw in the towel you still get up and go to work
          	
          	Living: everything is going just fine, no worries about where you’ll sleep every night, no worries about there being food on the table, able to smile that the sun rose the next day.
          	
          	Which one are you?
          	
          	I’m surviving.

animepro56

Hey, question for anyone willing to think about this and type up a response: What do you feel like out of these three options? 
          
          Existing: wanting everything to end, feel like no matter what something or someone is making sure you stay alive on this earth to suffer, feel that each passing day is just like the last and has no point, no energy to bother with anything at all
          
          Surviving: attempts to make things better, barely makes ends meet, fights hard to make it through the day, even though wants to throw in the towel you still get up and go to work
          
          Living: everything is going just fine, no worries about where you’ll sleep every night, no worries about there being food on the table, able to smile that the sun rose the next day.
          
          Which one are you?
          
          I’m surviving.

SneakyGrimm

Hello  

animepro56

@SneakyGrimm thank you for that. I appreciate it. 
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SneakyGrimm

I'm glad it getting better for you and I keep praying for your life to keep getting better 
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animepro56

So I’m trying a new type of series. Hal Jordan x reader. I’m not good with writing at the moment since it’s been a while and I’ve been busy but tell me what you think. 
          
          Just for those who need to know… there are some controversial topics in these stories, but I put warnings before each topic is brought up.

animepro56

Right now I’m living with a man-child who leans on me as his rock. Supposedly I’m his therapist, bank, and “only friend”… I see him as a burden. He uses me and when I tell him no he screams at me. He’s emotionally abusive and physically exhausting to deal with. He’s cost me so much of my financial freedom and put me behind in all my bills. All I wish is for him to grow up and to act his age. He’s an alcoholic and smoker. When he drinks he takes out his aggression on me. Apparently he claims I’m his little sister, but to me… he’s nothing more than a free loader who expects me to baby him. 
          
          I had more to say but there’s a limit on these update status things

animepro56

@AbellaHeart-  so I no longer work at a retail store due to an accident. So I’m barely making ends meet, however with inflation… 15$ an hour minus the 5.76% tax on income was barely enough to buy food or gas. Let alone pay my more annoying bills. So now I’m trying to find other means of money making 
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animepro56

@AbellaHeart- hey it’s been a while. So he no longer is in my life thankfully. I’m currently working at a retail store. I moved into my sisters house for a year but now I live at my own place.
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AbellaHeart-

@animepro56 omg thank goodness. I sighed with relief when I saw your response. I’m sure he will. Karma sucks. He sounds like a jerk 
            Hope you continue to do better 
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animepro56

To everyone who loves my hunter x oc or Belos x oc… thank you for your support and praises. I’m at the moment dealing with moving issues and constantly finding a stable place to live. Along with a decent dietary habit that fits along with having a constant stream of income. Right now stress with not owning a car to work and not having a stable place to live have been making it difficult to write story chapters. Also I’m waiting for the tv show to conclude. From what I heard the tv show will have the second episode on January 21st. So I want to see what Belos will do and have Disney post the episodes on their streaming service.

animepro56

Sorry, I just need to vent:
          
          Right now I don’t have a car because the stupid insurance company wants to play games and refused my claim! Their reason being is because they wanted to inspect the car before I made the claim; however I already paid for the insurance and received the insurance policy! They at first tried to say that Instacart/DoorDash/Grubhub was a ride-sharing gig and wasn’t under their insurance policy however rides-sharing gigs only applies to me driving another person in my car: Uber/Lyft… So they wasted three months looking for a loophole so they didn’t have to honor my policy. NOW I HAVE TO TAKE THEM TO COURT! 
          
          That’s part 1, here’s part 2:
          
          I had to move in October 6, again… now I live with this A-hole who is a total prick, in the countryside. He has this dog who always whimpers when his owner is home and gets into the trash; thus now there’s no trash can around. Oh and this prick is a total slob! He leaves a mess all over the kitchen! This house stinks of Hash Weed all the time because he and the landlord who just moved back in smoke it all the time; btw that stuff gives me the biggest headache. They make it so I don’t want to ever leave my room, and it’s not like I have a car so I can leave the bloody house! I don’t have a bathroom to myself. They eat my food; they watch movies and play video games at the highest volume possible. They are both almost always here so it’s hard to leave my room just to get something quick from the fridge and go hide back in my room so I don’t have to smell that crap around them. 
          
          Not to mention the prick (if anyone has ties to the American military or respects the American military…) has the Gull to say he was part of the Vietnam War… he’s maybe mid 30s. He steals valor to impress girls. 
          
          Anyway, I feel like I’m trapped in a cage with no way out.