so hi I'm back and now have a brace on my wrist. i sprained it twice a while back and its been killing me so yeah. but anyway, I'm pretty much over the zayn thing tbh. yeah it hurts that he left and ill miss him but the fact that he left to go solo? but told us it was to "live a normal life"? thats what pisses me off. he left us, the most adoring fans in the world who would do anything for him to make music with a greasy potato looking lard ball so whatever. over it, done with it. hope he has fun being "a normal 22 year old guy" it was his awful decision so yeah, see ya zayn! out of sight out of mind. peace! conquer update wednesday!