@Sayed_Maahi hahahahaa.. I dont know which part she said that inspire you. But to me he was a past that I really want to forget. My love story does not end nicely like althea ruiz, and my past was not like nigel. Maybe he is, but I have more things to worry about. Maybe he is regretting a lot, but I am too ignorant to care. My father already pass away, 7 years ago and it really hit me through my head. So, I became really independent since then. Less trust, less hurt. I am studying master level and struggle to finish my lab work and thesis. So, I am just a silent reader. Engaged to heartless heartbreaker is really my fantasy story, but you know if it does not work in a real story. I dont understand man really well, and prefer honesty instead. So, if I give up on something, I really do it and let time to heal my past. Dont worry, we still friends and I love his family as my own. Huhuhu. Nice to meet you btw.