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Hey my lovely readers :) 
          
          I hope you’re all doing well.
          
          I wanted to share something a bit more different and personal today. 
          
          For most of my life, I identified as straight, anything else never even crossed my mind. But about a year ago, I started reading books and watching movies and series that were wlw, and I realized these stories resonated with me in a way I hadn’t expected.
          
          After months of exploring these stories as a way to understand my own feelings, I decided to start writing. It began as a private way to express emotions I was too afraid to say out loud. To my surprise, people enjoyed my writing, and that encouragement motivated me to keep going and embrace this new side of myself.
          
          However, I’ve struggled with a lot of internalized homophobia, shaped by my upbringing and my faith. I’m very religious, and anything that falls outside my beliefs brings a huge amount of guilt. Even writing these stories, which once felt freeing, now sometimes feels like I’m doing something wrong.
          
          There have been times when the guilt has felt so overwhelming that I’ve considered deleting my stories and accounts altogether. Lately, that feeling has been especially strong.
          
          For now, I plan to keep my stories up and may update on occasion, but I can’t make any promises beyond that. 
          
          I’m sorry if this isn’t what you want to hear, but I wanted to be honest with you all.
          
          Thank you for understanding.
          ~Baee❦~

Guys I’m trying to update often but life is incredibly stressful at the moment and this heat just makes it worse! 
          In case you’re holding it against me, I genuinely apologize, I’ll try to do more xx 

Just published Chapter 28 of Immorally Desirable :)

You can’t tell me the heat in the UK isn’t deadly coz I actually feel like I’m being burnt alivee! 

Chapter 27 of Immorally Desirable is out! 

You shouldn't start a book when you can't manage to provide proper updates on each book 

Sorry for being so lost! 
          Tomorrow you’ll be getting an update for ID, two if you’re all lucky :) 

The winner is Immorally Desriable! 
          You’ll be seeing more of my current faves El and Aurora <33 
          
          It was a close call between The Arrangement and Immorally Desirable, only a difference of two votes! Anywho, I’ll focus on Immorally Desirable for now and do another vote in two weeks :)) 

An opportunity to choose which story I should prioritize for the next two weeks! 
          
          https://www.instagram.com/stories/anonymousbaee_/3655067702327180608?utm_source=ig_story_item_share&igsh=eWszdnl5aGhpcXcx
          
          Go ahead and give a vote to make sure you get the one you want <3 

When will you upload the arrangement chapters??