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I need help and this feels like the only safe place to get it. I’ve had this friend for a while and I’ve had a little crush on her, like the kind that felt forced but made myself believe (she’s bi, I wasn’t falling for a straight girl). I asked her out and she said “odd question” wtf, aside from that tho. Her and I used to go to the same school but now a couple people from my school and her are in a different school, I found out from an old friend that she was telling ppl that I had a crush on her and forced her to say I love you every time we said bye (I gave her a choice and she willingly did this). Her brothers also friends with mine so I’m so scared that it’ll get out to my family and I’ll be flipping disowned. What on earth do I do 

I just had the craziest idea
          What if I did a face reveal? 
          Hehhe jk jk
          Or am I…

Just saw my older woman again and turns out she actually wasn’t mad at me or anything (it’s been a month or so since I last saw her)
          
          I was greeting other people and went to look for her today and she literally knew I was looking for her, she popped out of nowhere and was like “I’m here” Goshhh it was so cuteee now that I think back
          
          And like finallyyy we had two of those long ass hugs where she just holds on a few seconds longer and tighter
          
          Literally seeing her just made my entire month omds 
          

Eid Mubarak to all my lovelies who celebrate!! <33

Heyy my lovely readerss!!
          How are you all??
          
          I’m still alive! Life’s just been a pain lately which is unfortunately why I haven’t updated… *sigh*
          Not to worry! I’ll try my best to get a lil something out soon (fingers crossed) 
          
          I’m really curious tho, I wonder what you all think about meee?? Like what I look like? What kind of personality I seem to have? What kind of vibes I give off?? 
          
           Feel free to lmk coz I’m curioussss asf

Are you British? You type like you are if you aren’t btw

Nooo coz why’s my older woman sooo cuteee!!
          
          Guys she literally introduced me to her mum (whom I’ve met before but she doesn’t know I think??)  and she was like all smiley and cute like “this is my mum” and her mum like lowkey looked so happy to see meee 
          
          Please tell me I’m not being delusionall 
          
          Honestly tho I’m like so confused coz she’s always extra sweet and touchy with me but last night when she came home to see my mum, her vibes were lowkey off with me… and I’m ngl that made me like soo saddd
          
          Like no pookie pleasee I need you to hug me for 50 seconds too long and call me baby and darlinggg

Updates coming soon please just bear with me:))

Does anyone else go non verbal, for like an hour, after waking up for no apparent reason or is it just me?? 
          Mind you I’ve experienced this since I was a literal child and just don’t know why. 

Chapter 35 of ID out!!