@LeishilembiYumnam Hey Rina!
Okay, so I have to tell you—I am SO freaking excited about my first book, like super-duper-multiverse-level excited. You don’t even understand. I’ve been running purely on different types of coffee and hot milk, just absolutely vibing while brainstorming ideas, designing covers, and obsessing over the perfect title.
But, man… after all that excitement, I started noticing something. People are reading it, sure—but they’re not commenting. No stars. No follows. Just silent reading. And it’s been making my throat dry—like, I can’t even sleep because I keep overthinking every little thing, trying to find ways to make it better. Should I add more fandoms? More characters? More plot twists?
I just want to be good at this. I want to improve.
Nobody listens to me, so I write.
Nobody understands me, so I create storylines.
Nobody notices me, so I bring characters to life.
I’ve spent years reading from Tumblr, Wattpad, Quotev, AO3—training myself to reach the level of all those writers I admire. I want to be there.
But right now, it feels like I’m just shouting into the void.
And honestly, I’ve been wondering—are you reading it? Do you like it? I hope you do. I’m starting with the past storyline before diving into the present and future, so it’s all building up to something big.
I’ve been adding Discord dividers, songs, comedy, GIF dividers—EVERYTHING to make it look good and engaging.
I just hope someone sees all the effort I’m putting in.