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                my weak self broke a little, just by thinking that i might only have a little time left with lewis. And maybe that time is really coming to an end. And i know there will still be time i have with him, but my heart will still die a little. Yeah and maybe i should stop being such a crybaby abt everything, but i cant help it. so if u get a weird message from me plz just listen bc not everyone cares to listen to my shit.