anoushkasandhu

GUYS IM BACK! basically i was dragged up north again to visit my other family but now IM BACK YAHOOOOO(lets ignore the fact i have so much stuff to unpack tho:( )

UHMMMM so i would like to confess to smth.
          
          So basically i was trying to melt my marmite so i could spread it easier on my sandwhich. And i was in a hurry cause u know i had to catch the bus to get to one of my classes.
          
          So i put it in our new microwave and uhmm well how do I say this. I put it in a glass cup and a plastic cover on top. And uhmmmm the plastic sorta melted and uhmmm the cup had a huge crack in it. I went to take it out and burnt my hand and uhh welll (it was my mum's brand new cup) THANKFULLY she has another glass that looks the same so I replaced it and threw the half melted plastic in the bin. And yeeted the glass cup into a bush. My poor marmite :(

GUYS IM FUCKING BACK I WAS AT MY GRANDPARENT UP IN THE NORTH FOR A WEEK WITH NO DEVICES IM BACK YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OMG I RLLY HATE MY PARENTS RN. so basically ive been through a rough patch at the moment and my depression has been worse than before. It got to the point where i was cutting myself. My parents found out and demanded to know and were trying to act or caring all of the sudden. THEY ARE THE FREAKING PROBLEM. They are making jokes about it. Saying little comments to take digs at me. And they call me lazy because I cant even get out of bed half the time. So I tried telling my mum thats because my depression constantly has me in flight or fight which drains me of energy. AND YK WHAT SHE SAID. SHE SAID WELL U CAN CHOOSE TO BE DEPRESSED. OH THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS OF MY LIFE. I rlly cant take this anymore and i dunno what to do everything is rlly getting to me.

RAHHHH I HATE SICKNESSSS! My stomach is trying to kill me, i can't speak without my throat hurting, and my head is banging. Whyyyy ️

Well my day just got worse. My parents are going on a bussiness trip so thats probs why they texted me at this time before their flight. Mango has unfortunately passed away :(((((( so that just great. Rest in piece little buddy. ️

Venus showed me ur tumblr :33
          I followed you :33

OMFG I RLLY HATE MY PARENTS AT TIMES. im just sitting down on the armchair listening to my music trying to block out my parents arguing. My mum starts screaming my name so i turn my music off. she preceeds to start screaming at me for listening to music and how its making me a bad child. and by bad she means im just not putting up with their bs anymore. then my dad starts screaming saying 'FUCKING TWO YEARS OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN WASTED COOKING AND CLEANING AFTER YOU UNGREATFUL CHILDREN' then precedes to speak in punjabi ( id on't understand but i can tell he was swearing). and im like hold up just caus u two have a shitty relationship how is that my fault. if you don't wanna cook and clean then don't i can cook ( well as long as it dosen't involve the microwave). then not even TWO MINS LATER my mum starts listening to her music. when i point out to her she tells me to shut up and know my place and my dad starts saying stop being awkward. like wtf. then my younger bro comes in and im already mad at him cause yk sibling stuff. so i say stop leaving my door open in the morning when you come in. then he tells me to shut up and that im stupid. so i just roast him with some basic geography he dosen't know. then my mum starts screaming at me and I wasn't the one who was swearing. I then point out to her that why am i in trouble if me or my older two brothers were in the situation at his age you would of hit us or lock outside the whole day or make us starve. she starts screaming at me saying that she is getting high bp cause of me and long story short im stuck in my room again and is forced to not have food until lunch tommorow. Just great.

guysss helpp. So i was just reading a story on here when i got a message on my sibs gc. turns out my English teacher ( me and my two older bros have the same one) has given me a last min assignment on analysing a piece and then write an essay on how the writer uses parts of speech as shit to convey the story or smth like that. My older bros share a google classroom with me for this (obvs we have different year groups of work but yuh) and they saw that i hadn't seen the message. Btw he gave me this to do today and our last lesson is literally tommorow so ig i gotta lock in ️

Guys i think im a demigirl. Buttt not sure what to do as my parents are rlly homophobic :(