anti social heart

I used to cry every once in a while but soon the days got longer my tears became more frequently and I became more depressed everyone could see a smile on my face and all I could see was everyone not seeing the real me is this who I am meant to be... Someone who fakes a smile and everyone believes her please tell me there's an end to this before I end it myself

I just can't anymore,
          I try and sleep but everything plays over in my dreams,
          I can't talk to anyone they would just  laugh,
          People tell you to tell someone but they just say move on,
          You can't trust anyone because they all tell someone,
          You fall in love but not with someone with hating yourself,
          To many flaws to remember what you really are,
          You don't try because you will fail,
          This is me,
           a mess, afraid but most importantly a broken human 

friend, please don`t take your life away from me - friend, please

You love me but you leave me 
          You hurt me more than anything else 

She already ate but all it was was a bowl of hate

Being in love is like Handing someone a loaded gun letting them aim it at your heart and trusting them not to pull the trigger 

Karma doesn't have a menu you get served what you deserve 

Life is very simple yet we make it complicated 

Your skins not paper 
          So don't cut it 
          Your face isn't a mask
          So don't cover it
          Your body is not a book
          So don't judge it
          Your life isn't a Film 
          So don't end it 

You used to be in the dark, but now your the light for people