I came back here to say that on the 4th of July he broke everything with me, we were friends with benefits but he treated me like a dog, even used violently on me, as pulling my arm, threatening me and very bad verbal abuse, im here to help any girl in situation, what i learnt was, dont do everything a boy tells you, dont EVER listen to them or what they want you to do, he ate my whole person away, tried changing me to be his slave and servant, i love him, i still do because im stupid, but i can see that he treated me like garbage, im not gonna be here talking bad about someone that also made me smile so much and made me happy a lot of times but what he did was unforgettable and im deeply consumed by him. Any girl out there struggling like me with any boy/girl please come talk to me, we are on the same situation. I’ll try to be strong but its hard when I suffered from depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts, i hope all of you never have to go through what i went through. Love your self in the first place