Update:
okay the reason I kind of abandoned Wattpad was because I ended up losing all my books cuz the laptop I had them all downloaded in completely broke down and I can't get them back anymore.
I have been doing good regarding other stuff, though. I've def improved mentally and physically as well. I made more friends this school year and socialized more (I needed it tbh) overall I focused on myself and my life more than I used to, and used my time to study and take care of myself. Though I did love writing here, it did burn me out very easily so little by little I drifted away from here.
I do miss writing tbh, but more than that I missed the interactions I had on here<3 the comments and votes and KFC the follows, as well as the books being added to reading lists (esp the "good books" and "favs" ones, they really boosted my ego lmao) so I'd like to say thank you for all of the love and support and sorry for not saying all this sooner.