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Started the year off by crying, getting my period and straining a muscle. 2022 is going to be great!

Everyone's out here getting kissed for New Year's and then there's just me crying whilst listening to Sunsetz from Cigarettes After Sex ;( 

Acho que deveríamos namorar <3

I'm having a sleepover at my besties house next week and my crush is going to be there ajjsjsjs

Sorry for dumping all my sh!t onto wattpad but nobody actually listens so I guess it's better to know that someone may actually read this and give a damn 

I can't tell my friends how much I hate life and want it to end or tell them my problems because whenever I do they never listen or care, same with my Carers, whenever I show a bit of vulnerability or sadness to them they always shout at me for being emotional or they say "oh god she's in another one of her moods" or they say "chill out, god you dont need to be so mardy all the time." I just want someone to at least help me and tell me that everything's going to be okay, I honestly I feel so trapped here. My life is just completely slipping out of control and I hate it 

Schools actually so draining. I got back my options results and I picked Preforming arts because Its my dream to become an actress but I didn't get it, instead I got french which was my second option even thought I hate french. I hate this so much, I know it's not a big deal but it's my dream and I feel as if I have to let go of that dream because it will never happen. 

I actually hate life so much and I cant anymore :/

Cry ;)

NO I HATE THIS