anxiouscarrot

bruh it has been so long omg uhhh i'm like not as depressed anymore like my meds actually work and I have a boyfriend and he's so cute also i am a lot less anxiety i feel likw i could do anthign i will stand outside rn and yell "nice cock" i don't even care also somethign somehow killed all my braincells probably i don't even know how to sepll loolololollolololololololl ily guys mwah mwah <3 btggf

! update !
          I've been trying to write more recently and it's been going... okay I guess.  I just get writer's block so easily all the time.  I can come up with story ideas just fine but when I try to write them down, I don't even know what I'm doing.  I do have a lot on my mind making it even harder to find a good time to sit down, and focus on what I'm writing.  I have a DBQ thats due, only 3 days to write it because I missed a few days of school and that's not so good.  I've finished art for this year so I'm drawing more, that's a better thing.  I'm dealing with some body issues currently but I hope that goes away soon.  Goodnight  <3  -  AR:D

!Some  Stupid Update!
          Hello, my guys.  It has been centuries, I know.  I will have barely any access to the internet for who knows how long.  Thought that was kind of important information to put out there.  Besides that being a reason, I'm going through a "I don't feel like it" phase.  I love writing but I just don't want to do it.  School is sucking all the creativity and energy out of me right now.  Same goes for art, I'm usually constantly pumping out the drawings but currently I just can't.  Art class is burning me out, man.  In addition, I feel I'm constantly being the support system for my friends but nobody's there to support me.  I'm not asking for any support right now but I ask one simple question during lunch, "Hey, could you just come with me to the water fountain so I don't get beat up?" and they'll make up something, "Well... not right now, I'm studying."  Yeah, big woo.  Glad you care about keeping those grades up so much that you can't spare three seconds of your time.  Not trying to complain, I'm just stating.  I care so much about people and their needs, I'm willing to do a lot for them.  You want me to get us a table?  Hell yeah, I'll get us a table.  Want me to ask a stupid question for you?  Yeah, I'll ask it.  Too anxious to get up and throw something away during class?  Give me your trash, sister.  Yeah anyway, school's not an issue it's my mentality.  Nothing you gotta worry about, I shouldn't worry about it either but remember I love ya'll.  ~~~AR:D

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I don’t know how to sleep fml

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