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Fucking hell my mom isn't going to feed me for a week and I'm already dealing with anorexia yet she doesn't know it. When shes at work, i tell her I've already eaten so I skip out on dinner even if I haven't eaten for a 3 days. I mean.. my mom knows about past anorexia but it never fully went away and her saying "let's not feed her for a week" just reminded my of that so my food I had on my plate and playing with it, I just put it on the counter for someone else and came here. I feel like crying.