i reread the entirety of don't ever want to miss you in one night after like 2 or 3 years. before that i used to reread it all the time because it is that good. i don't even know if you'll see this, but i just wanted to let you know how much of an impact that story had on me. even now that i'm way past my fillie/fileven era, i know i'll keep coming back to it; the plot is so original and well developed, and the characters are so well written and so deep it's impossible not to love them and sympathize with both of them. i've felt every word you've written in my soul (and i've shed more than one or two tears because of them). the way you've written their love, though heartbreaking at times, is so incredibly real and beautiful. they have such immense love for each other, it truly makes my heart ache. and your writing... wow, i hope you already know how talented you are and how marvelous your way with words is. thank you for sharing it with us (and for not deleting please PLEASE don't ever delete it), and for the opportunity to experience it. i'm adding an update to my prayers tho lol in all seriousness i hope u're doing well and that whatever you are you're still writing! i wish u the best and again thank you for posting this masterpiece ☺️