PART ONE
Hello Everyone!
It's been a while since I've posted something on my profile or posted an update for that matter. I have been having many thoughts lately and it has took some time for me to formulate them and come here.
I first started writing on Wattpad in 2019, when I had just turned 17. In 2020, during the peak of Covid's lockdown, I got really into Seventeen. I had always followed their music but wasn't a fan of them necessarily before, and then I started posting stories about Seventeen. Writing and publishing my amateur stories on Wattpad brought me great joy and everytime I would read your comments, it really felt rewarding. Growing a platform on here has been one of the best things I've done. Writing has always been a hobby of mine which I have been very passionate about, and so writing on Wattpad has been somewhat fulfilling.
I am now 22, graduated University, working a corporate job. My life is very different than what is used to be six years ago. My priorities, my focus, my stress relievers, everything has changed. Two years ago, I had some struggles with my mental health and although I am now much better, an outcome of those events has been loosing my passion for writing Fanfiction.
Don't get me wrong, I still very much love Seventeen, I even went to their concert last year, however I just cannot find the motivation, the creativity or the passion to continue writing fanfiction. Every week I open wattpad to finish a chapter and every week I barely write five words. I know I am disappointing many of you by leaving my Jeonghan book unfinished, but I also do not think it is fair to leave you guys hanging in the dark, hoping for an update.