i'm sorry. i don't know what else to say. my life is a mess right now, not in a physical form but in an emotional one. and i just cant do it anymore. i cant write about something that i don't believe in. something that doesn't have a meaning. i'm sorry. but my two books will be taken down and replaced by one other. a book i can write about that means something to me. the books i have up right now mean the world to me but their not ready, and neither am i. i cant live in an fantasy word when i stay up all night thinking things that would shock you all. i'm sorry. i really am. i wish i could have held out longer and finished these books but i cant. i'm sorry. i hope you enjoy my new book. and i'm sorry. i just cant live and think in a fantasy when my mind lives somewhere else.