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exams are KILLING MEEEEE!!!
          will post a BL story I had in mind soon.

SHIT SYD I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED UR MESSAGE ON THE THING IM SORRY

Hey I know you don’t know me but idk if there is private messaging but I wanted to ask something. You used to message someone named avira back then. She was my online best friend and I have no clue where she went and I was wondering if you knew? Sorry for the annoyance. 

female yandere x female reader anyone??
          I have ideas, I just don't know how I can plan it out, it's just called Withering Roses.

Wattpad has a lot of actual underrated authors and I hate this app for gatekeeping me from them. like, hello?? I kind find underrated masterpieces on their and I'm mind blown.
          
          original works.
          character x reader.
          
          LIKE THEY'RE ALL SO GOOD EVEN THE FANDOM ONES?? I'M JEALOUS MAN.
          maybe I'm saying this cuz I don't like the paid or other original works I see other authors make, specifically the dark romance books this app freaking recommends me time to time, like no I'm not into any alpha marking or you belong to me type things it's annoying.
          
          don't get it twisted, there's a lot of paid books I tend to enjoy, but this app is filled with just, some repeat and repeat stories that it's getting annoying.,, I miss when I would've read any damn reincarnation stories they were so peak to me </33
          
          eveyrone is a underrated author in whatever they write or do and I enjoy seeing or stalking their profiles to see how they write man. like it's perfect.
          
          (sorry for my rambling sobs)

Hoiii!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Points and laughs at you

I'm alive !! College is killing me tho.

a small token of kindness [ 17th september 2025, wednesday ] 
          
          broken fury, dead incitement, delirium stitched in emotions. yearning winds, fanning destructions, branches that bury their homelands. 
          
          systemic disorientations, horrors owed to joys that bleed. mysterious differences, confusions constructed, alarms that ring but souls that refuse to awaken. 
          
          blaring conquerors, forgotten tunnels, coffee cooling beside unmade dread. thrumming fingertips, raging purposes, metamorphosis: humans crawling, carrying everyday banters. 
          
          the sun with a thousand eyes, the night with hidden crimes, feathers drowned in poet's ink. sorrows of lyrics, wings lost in the blue, life that feeds one melancholy, souls distilling it into hope. 
           #adropofhumanity

a small token of kindness [ 09th september 2025, tuesday ] 
          
          a round table, 
          a conference of triangles, 
          fortitude or servitude?
          a decision to be sought. 
          pages of emotions 
          and binders of spiral thoughts, 
          moon's decorum splintered
          in the group aubade. 
          
          hollowed warrior first, 
          stepped and stood upon, 
          soundless glare
          with edges bruised. 
          happiness arid, 
          interrogation drying, 
          forts and castles 
          over murdered merits.
          and then a joy—
          foreign and known—
          repenting its birth. 
          
          mind of the crumbs, 
          heart of the loaves.
          no trek can trample
          the path of a trickster. 
          a lone chill, a surrounded cry, 
          traces of impulses
          in the fireplace of life. 
          
          a wardrobe of escape, 
          mumbling telephones.
          rotten tales and
          tatters of the pretenders. 
          guests excused, 
          world locked-up, 
          and again—
          the uncaring rouse
          protects to betray.
          the sky of memory 
          chokes
          the birds of today,
            like fluttering sage. 
          oh souls of flesh, 
          how similar are thoust— 
          from one to another— 
          you migrate in your palm. 
           #adropofhumanity