aphrodisians

new poem https://www.wattpad.com/1062798836?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=tranquilitybases&wp_originator=vSXoM5iByWQDZfjtVdcXhQg88W53aAXi6DIvQhG80wajaeJPykDLBrxim%2FdHraS2X7L4z7YtfggIqqMSmAdvJUr9XHVsZGdnQIm4%2BW7SDOyrh0QAowSeBMg%2B7yTrAA42

aphrodisians

i was reading reviews of the bell jar on goodreads and someone said that esther’s spiral into depression was too quick and structured poorly and therefore unrealistic?? what??? it makes me so mad bc mental illness isn’t supposed to be structured, the reality is that it’s erratic and horrible and gritty

aphrodisians

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i’ve not written anything of substance for the past few weeks except my devised piece for drama and an excerpt of a first chapter of a fic i don’t have the time or brain capacity to plan. my schools still going through with our gcses so mine start in april and jBSJSVEE i feel so shit and unproductive