apixrl
life has never sucked harder than this day (ao3 is down and my fic just got hella good </3)
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life has never sucked harder than this day (ao3 is down and my fic just got hella good </3)
life has never sucked harder than this day (ao3 is down and my fic just got hella good </3)
just a little heads up but the lack of chapter updates should be obvious enough, i've marked all my fics as discontinued! sorry to anybody who read them and may have been awaiting updates but i'm not really in the fandoms they are from anymore and my motivation for writing has gone towards other things now.
the only exception is selfless because i will always live and breathe transformers (seriously it has consumed my life since i was 6 when i first laid eyes on bayverse optimus prime) but even that hasn't been touched in almost a year so i really do not know.
this isn't me ditching wattpad btw. i still very much use the app for reading/writing but most of the writing will likely stay in the clusterfuck which is my drafts. unless i somehow miraculously finish this starscream fic i've been cooking for a whileee, just depends on when that day comes :')
so yeah, sorry to leave things incomplete but if anybody has any questions regarding the fics just leave a comment on the fic in question or send a message over on discord (user is igyimz) and i'll answer whatever. thank u to everyone who has ever read anything i posted over these last 10 years, ur support means the world and i am forever grateful for it all <333
happy holidays everyone :) mine has not really been the best since we woke up today and found one of my guinea pigs had passed in the night but we're trying to make the most of it regardless! hopefully ur all having a nice holiday/end to the year urselves <3
@apixrl <333 That last part hit my heart, that’s such a lovely thought, and I wholeheartedly believe it is so :,) may they be together at last :,((
@sleepywaddledee genuinely the most high-spirited little guy i've ever known. even on his last few days he was cheerful and as bright as the day i got him but thank u, this is one of the nicest, sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. it has definitely brought me comfort so i appreciate ur kind words a lot. pets (totally unbiased but guinea pigs specifically) give so much love back and the bonds made make it that much harder when their time comes but it's ALWAYS worth it. we buried him next to one of our others who passed a year ago as they were originally paired together when he was a baby so the idea they're reunited brings me some peace. again thank u for what u said because it really has brought a smile to my face <3
@apixrl He sounds like the sweetest boy ever, my heart breaks to hear that :(( I hope this can offer you some comfort, I’m not sure if it will but because I have gone through parting with furry friends before I wanted to leave this here. It’s earth-shattering to have to say goodbye—but even in the toughest moments, know that your pain means you loved much and cared with all your heart and very being, and that is the greatest thing you could ever do. The love you shared with your little piggie was most certainly cherished by him. I’m sure he was the most spoiled, precious, happy little baby and absolutely grateful to have been apart of your family—and loved you all so very much. I wish him now a gentle rest. You have my condolences </3
guys guys guys GUYS i don't think anybody really cares but blizzard have just acknowledged ramattra's existence and given us LORE ABOUT HIM HELLO??? he's the only reason i still even bother with the game. such an amazing character with so much potential yet blizzard are too busy making kiriko and mercy skins to remember he exists (not today!!)... can't wait for tomorrow where he goes back to being forgotten <\3
lil side note but if y'all ever get an ana player called ramattrasimp in ur lobby then yikes u found me :3 no i did not spend money to have that name and NO i did not do it so i would get ram headpats whenever someone plays as him imagine ever making that assumption haha whaaaaaat
undertale turns 10 years old today! cannot believe it's already been that long since it was released. it's the entire reason i started writing fanfiction and why this account even exists (happy 10 years to that too i guess, give or take a month). this game has had such a huge impact on who i am as a person and still continues to even a whole decade later!
10 years of undertale also means 10 years of papyrus. my skrunkly lil puzzle loving goofball who never fails in putting a smile on my face. he truly is the pinnacle of perfection and if u disagree ur simply wrong!! live laugh papyrus everybody <3
okay there is absolutely no way this just happened jfjsdhdhd - i ordered a starscream plushie like a week ago and it said it wasn't gonna arrive until aug 18th at least, well i checked my email just now and i get one saying it's already been delivered?? and i'm sat here like...? today is my birthday??? somehow it got here early AND it got here on my birthday of all days??
happy birthday to me i guess but the timing is almost a little too perfect if u get what i mean what planets aligned to make this shit happen LMAO
@echoflip thanks! <3 seems that way, i still don't get how now honestly. he came from somewhere on the other side of the world to me so he must've been zoomin
Babeeeee, let me know what you think about this. Should I keep going? Got any tips for me?
https://www.wattpad.com/story/282294642?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=IvoryMoe
just when i thought i was gonna break my almost three year streak of no updates with a new fic my perfectionist ass is already rewriting a bunch of the chapters let's fucking goooo (sobbing why is writing so hard)
@echoflip we wouldn't have it any other way!! this is why i've taken my starscream fic and made my own au with worldbuilding because somebody has to and fanfic writers are some of the most passionate when it comes to the fandoms they write for. their efforts beat corporate greed any day been there done that, got the shrine to prove it! think i'm on 12 figures just for starscream alone now?? but yeah, once u start u genuinely cannot stop but being able to look off to the side and see so many of him at once at any chosen point makes it soooo so worth it lol no worries! it's been super fun fr, especially because of our love for starscream and tf in general. but good luck with school and work!! if u ever have the time/want to chat again in the future then i'd be more than happy to :D take care urself!! <3
@echoflip next thing u know, ur spending all ur time making up for all the years u disliked them because u feel so guilty for every time u hated on them pfftttt i swear his only constant is being doomed by the narrative. he's failed by literally everything he comes up against and never catches a break like give my boy a moment to BREATHE but seriously if characters like MEGATRON are allowed redemption then surely starscream should be allowed the chance too? yes i'm aware he's not supposed to be a good person (robot? u get what i mean) in most instances and that's what makes his character so great, but cmon. i love me a bad guy who does bad things for the thrill of it and just because they can, but NOTHING comes close to watching characters develop and grow and change. starscream has so much potential and yet the writers always screw him over </3 i highly recommend reading it, it's a brand new universe with only 24 issues so far and the latest issue sort of concluded its first arc so it's pretty easy to get into rn. also gives starscream a LOT of focus and limelight to be the loveable menace that he is it's seriously underrated even in its own fandom, especially since so many only watch the live action movies and call it a day. there's so much lore and depth to this franchise that is often left unheard and unseen because hasbro are too busy making toys to bother with anything else :( or u know, not making a sequel to tf one because they apparently hate money or something HAHAHA it's fine i'm totally not upset about that nope nuh uh i would never ( :') ) omggggg get urself some starscream figures asap!!! no greater feeling than when they arrive in the mail or u get them out the bag from the shop!! he has so many great options too and some are pretty generous in price compared to what some figures can sell for. when it comes to collecting figures it's wonderful being a starscream fan, truly. hopefully one day ur able to get some! <3
@echoflip I DID NOT SEE THE NOTIF FOR THIS OMG IM SO SORRY JFJDHDHD nah i get u, i started mtmte because i thought starscream was in it but ended up discovering one of the best comic series i've ever read in my life! ur so real for vibing to the artstyles too, some of the plots can be hard to follow but at least u can see ur fav characters drawn in a fun and unique way while ur unsure! i don't have his pitch either trust, but he's so unbelievably quotable i stopped caring and just went for it anyway lmaooo literally tho, this shit needs to be studied. i hated him my whole childhood and sometime a couple years ago my brain just did the biggest switch up and now he's all i think about??? how does that even work? (if only he knew how much his fans appreciate him </3) HASBRO WRITERS OUT HERE DENYING US THE GOOD SHIT (they might be listening somewhere tbh, issue 24 of skybound did something unexpected with him that has me losing my MIND because i gotta wait another month to find out for sure what it means sigh) no piece of art is made without putting in the effort and passion first. that's something ai will always lack and never be able to replicate. we gotta keep the spark (no tf pun intended) of creation alive and prevent ai from taking that from us too. a single sentence made by a human still has more love and care put into it than an ai writing thousands so! it's been great talking to u too! i swear tf fans are some of the hardest people to approach and talk to because conversations only last like 3 messages before they just end </3 so this has been a really nice change for once lol!
Don’t mind me uh *mass saving stories from ur recommended section*
“good soup”
@apixrl tyy I’ve been needing some good fics to read whenever I get some free time to kill x)
That Greg Heffley meme with Starscream is the realest thing ever xD
There are no thoughts, only Starscream ✨✨✨
@apixrl niceee, and xD!! I’m convinced I have a section up there (my brain) that’s just dedicated to him lol
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