apixrl

guys guys guys GUYS i don't think anybody really cares but blizzard have just acknowledged ramattra's existence and given us LORE ABOUT HIM HELLO??? he's the only reason i still even bother with the game. such an amazing character with so much potential yet blizzard are too busy making kiriko and mercy skins to remember he exists (not today!!)... can't wait for tomorrow where he goes back to being forgotten <\3
          	
          	lil side note but if y'all ever get an ana player called ramattrasimp in ur lobby then yikes u found me :3 no i did not spend money to have that name and NO i did not do it so i would get ram headpats whenever someone plays as him imagine ever making that assumption haha whaaaaaat

apixrl

guys guys guys GUYS i don't think anybody really cares but blizzard have just acknowledged ramattra's existence and given us LORE ABOUT HIM HELLO??? he's the only reason i still even bother with the game. such an amazing character with so much potential yet blizzard are too busy making kiriko and mercy skins to remember he exists (not today!!)... can't wait for tomorrow where he goes back to being forgotten <\3
          
          lil side note but if y'all ever get an ana player called ramattrasimp in ur lobby then yikes u found me :3 no i did not spend money to have that name and NO i did not do it so i would get ram headpats whenever someone plays as him imagine ever making that assumption haha whaaaaaat

apixrl

undertale turns 10 years old today! cannot believe it's already been that long since it was released. it's the entire reason i started writing fanfiction and why this account even exists (happy 10 years to that too i guess, give or take a month). this game has had such a huge impact on who i am as a person and still continues to even a whole decade later!
          
          10 years of undertale also means 10 years of papyrus. my skrunkly lil puzzle loving goofball who never fails in putting a smile on my face. he truly is the pinnacle of perfection and if u disagree ur simply wrong!! live laugh papyrus everybody <3

apixrl

@Scarecta JGHDHDHD <3 thank u for choosing to read them :)
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Scarecta

@apixrl OH MY GOSH THANK YOU SO MUCHHH ❤❤❤
            Your awesome and I love your stories
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apixrl

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okay there is absolutely no way this just happened jfjsdhdhd - i ordered a starscream plushie like a week ago and it said it wasn't gonna arrive until aug 18th at least, well i checked my email just now and i get one saying it's already been delivered?? and i'm sat here like...? today is my birthday??? somehow it got here early AND it got here on my birthday of all days??
          
          happy birthday to me i guess but the timing is almost a little too perfect if u get what i mean what planets aligned to make this shit happen LMAO

apixrl

@echoflip thanks! <3 seems that way, i still don't get how now honestly. he came from somewhere on the other side of the world to me so he must've been zoomin
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predac0nx

@ apixrl  you welcome!! <33
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apixrl

@predac0nx !!! thank u! <3 also ty for reading hehe
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apixrl

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just when i thought i was gonna break my almost three year streak of no updates with a new fic my perfectionist ass is already rewriting a bunch of the chapters let's fucking goooo (sobbing why is writing so hard)

apixrl

@echoflip we wouldn't have it any other way!!
            
            this is why i've taken my starscream fic and made my own au with worldbuilding because somebody has to and fanfic writers are some of the most passionate when it comes to the fandoms they write for. their efforts beat corporate greed any day
            
            been there done that, got the shrine to prove it! think i'm on 12 figures just for starscream alone now?? but yeah, once u start u genuinely cannot stop but being able to look off to the side and see so many of him at once at any chosen point makes it soooo so worth it lol
            
            no worries! it's been super fun fr, especially because of our love for starscream and tf in general. but good luck with school and work!! if u ever have the time/want to chat again in the future then i'd be more than happy to :D take care urself!! <3
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apixrl

@echoflip next thing u know, ur spending all ur time making up for all the years u disliked them because u feel so guilty for every time u hated on them pfftttt
            
            i swear his only constant is being doomed by the narrative. he's failed by literally everything he comes up against and never catches a break like give my boy a moment to BREATHE
            
            but seriously if characters like MEGATRON are allowed redemption then surely starscream should be allowed the chance too? yes i'm aware he's not supposed to be a good person (robot? u get what i mean) in most instances and that's what makes his character so great, but cmon. i love me a bad guy who does bad things for the thrill of it and just because they can, but NOTHING comes close to watching characters develop and grow and change. starscream has so much potential and yet the writers always screw him over </3
            
            i highly recommend reading it, it's a brand new universe with only 24 issues so far and the latest issue sort of concluded its first arc so it's pretty easy to get into rn. also gives starscream a LOT of focus and limelight to be the loveable menace that he is
            
            it's seriously underrated even in its own fandom, especially since so many only watch the live action movies and call it a day. there's so much lore and depth to this franchise that is often left unheard and unseen because hasbro are too busy making toys to bother with anything else :( or u know, not making a sequel to tf one because they apparently hate money or something HAHAHA it's fine i'm totally not upset about that nope nuh uh i would never ( :') )
            
            omggggg get urself some starscream figures asap!!! no greater feeling than when they arrive in the mail or u get them out the bag from the shop!! he has so many great options too and some are pretty generous in price compared to what some figures can sell for. when it comes to collecting figures it's wonderful being a starscream fan, truly. hopefully one day ur able to get some! <3
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apixrl

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@echoflip I DID NOT SEE THE NOTIF FOR THIS OMG IM SO SORRY JFJDHDHD
            
            nah i get u, i started mtmte because i thought starscream was in it but ended up discovering one of the best comic series i've ever read in my life! ur so real for vibing to the artstyles too, some of the plots can be hard to follow but at least u can see ur fav characters drawn in a fun and unique way while ur unsure!
            
            i don't have his pitch either trust, but he's so unbelievably quotable i stopped caring and just went for it anyway lmaooo
            
            literally tho, this shit needs to be studied. i hated him my whole childhood and sometime a couple years ago my brain just did the biggest switch up and now he's all i think about??? how does that even work? (if only he knew how much his fans appreciate him </3)
            
            HASBRO WRITERS OUT HERE DENYING US THE GOOD SHIT (they might be listening somewhere tbh, issue 24 of skybound did something unexpected with him that has me losing my MIND because i gotta wait another month to find out for sure  what it means sigh)
            
            no piece of art is made without putting in the effort and passion first. that's something ai will always lack and never be able to replicate. we gotta keep the spark (no tf pun intended) of creation alive and prevent ai from taking that from us too. a single sentence made by a human still has more love and care put into it than an ai writing thousands so!
            
            it's been great talking to u too! i swear tf fans are some of the hardest people to approach and talk to because conversations only last like 3 messages before they just end </3 so this has been a really nice change for once lol! 
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sleepywaddledee

Don’t mind me uh *mass saving stories from ur recommended section* 
          
          “good soup”

apixrl

@echoflip ain't that the dream </3 free time and reading fics rarely go hand in hand 
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sleepywaddledee

@apixrl tyy I’ve been needing some good fics to read whenever I get some free time to kill x)
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sleepywaddledee

That Greg Heffley meme with Starscream is the realest thing ever xD 
          
          There are no thoughts, only Starscream ✨✨✨

apixrl

@echoflip lives up there rent free LMAO
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sleepywaddledee

@apixrl niceee, and xD!! 
            
            I’m convinced I have a section up there (my brain) that’s just dedicated to him lol 
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apixrl

@echoflip lol i made it myself ages ago and it's been my background ever since... he has a scary way of consuming one's mind pretty much all of the time but it's okay because i welcome him with open arms!! >:3
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apixrl

cannot believe that tf one is not getting a sequel even tho it's one of the best things (if not the best thing) to come out of transformers in recent years. first reactivate turns out to be a huge scam and now this. ty shitty marketing for ruining a perfectly good thing... skybound better get tf behind me because if u think i'm letting ANYTHING happen to that too, haha no <3

sleepywaddledee

@apixrl we’re gonna make it happen trust *cope-ium at its highest* 
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apixrl

@echoflip mine too and we might get a third !!
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sleepywaddledee

@apixrl my k!dney all for that sequel /j 
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apixrl

dude being a doom fan is so unbelievably hard sometimes (all the time) because wdym there's only like 9 samuel hayden fics on the reader tag on ao3 </3

apixrl

@TheNootShoot i've been debating fixing it myself but i'm skipping fandoms like it's a national sport atm so keeping up w all my drafts atm is proving harder than intended sigh
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TheNootShoot

@apixrl Let me do some research on the character and I can fix that.
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apixrl

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also oh shit selfless hit 30k hahaha i've been so busy writing a starscream fic i forgot it existed anyways ty ily to whoever scrounged the depths of this app to find it one day it will be finished trust
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apixrl

guess who finally came up with a cute din djarin fic idea after all these years of the show being out !! (i will probably never post it but at least i can fantasize on my own terms now yay!!!!!!!)

apixrl

@ilyxzi thank u ur words are a big help <3
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ilyxzi

@apixrl AW HSJSKSJSJ its okay T_T may the spirit of writing motivation find u
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apixrl

@ilyxzi really depends on how much i write this upcoming week and given that i haven't updated in almost 3 years i cannot make any guarantees :')
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