apocalyptic_casifer

its so weird how i go through fanfictions like phases. like im able to scroll through my drafts and see all of my hyperfixations through the years. i remember every time i would find a new obsession i would write maybe two chapters of a fanfiction but i would have the whole story planned out cover to cover. each story would consume my every thought like i had every detail every piece of dialogue all mapped out in my brain. and then i would slowly forget about it and move on to another story. and as im scrolling through all of my drafts every single idea is coming back to me and it makes me want to continue them and do these old stories justice but i know i cant get into them and have the same interest as i did however long ago. but guys i don't think you understand how intricately planned out these stories were
          	
          	anyways i got diagnosed with adhd almost a year and a half ago

apocalyptic_casifer

its so weird how i go through fanfictions like phases. like im able to scroll through my drafts and see all of my hyperfixations through the years. i remember every time i would find a new obsession i would write maybe two chapters of a fanfiction but i would have the whole story planned out cover to cover. each story would consume my every thought like i had every detail every piece of dialogue all mapped out in my brain. and then i would slowly forget about it and move on to another story. and as im scrolling through all of my drafts every single idea is coming back to me and it makes me want to continue them and do these old stories justice but i know i cant get into them and have the same interest as i did however long ago. but guys i don't think you understand how intricately planned out these stories were
          
          anyways i got diagnosed with adhd almost a year and a half ago

apocalyptic_casifer

having an aha moment and coming up with the perfect name for your story is such a pain when you already made a cover (that youre really proud of) with the old name. im left asking myself wow youre really gonna make me replicate that perfection huh youre really gonna make me recreate this beautiful cover