rainy. ✰

working on smoke in the rain, possibly going back to the more angsty concept. i think i like it more 

it’s been awhile.
          
          short update, more to come. 

this chapter’s probably- not at all what anyone expected. i didn’t even expect it i just kinda wrote as i went and it seemed to fit,, would be kinda sad for ‘her’ to be left alone, and with no trace of him,, and i mean- clothes are one thing, but a human is another. 

almost finished with smoke in the rain and i’m emotional (,:
          
          i’m even emotional writing it and i-. perhaps it’s because it’s so personal and some of the things i write are raw things that have been said and experienced, just in a different way.
          
          “you” is someone in my life, when i first started writing this that person wasn’t in my life so i got the idea for this story. but i only spoke on it after that person appeared in my life again. low key feel awful that i was writing things about that person because i had been in another relationship at the time- a wrong one at that. maybe that’s why it all sat as drafts.
          
          so it’s all kind of really hard writing this type of story, it’s like an au of my life sKFJSJDSK. 

so i added an important part to the beginning of ‘smoke in the rain.’ i decided to add some light to this travesty. 

alright, that’s chapter nineteen for ‘smoke in the rain’
          
          don’t worry, that’s not the end (:

***i cHANGED THE NAME FOR ‘RAINY CIGS’ TO ‘SMOKE IN THE RAIN’ still put “rainy cigarettes always taste like you” tho- lmAo

i’m so indecisive, and it may be the death of me someday :(
          
          anywho, i unpublished ‘bittersweet’ for the time being. i’m focusing on ‘rainy cigs’ it’ll be short and sweet,, well- maybe not so sweet but you get waht i mean :,).
          
          stay tOOned [misspelling intended] though ! 

hey guys, i may un-publish ‘bittersweet’ and work more on ‘rainy cigs.’
          
          i realize that ‘bittersweet’ needs more or my time and effort since it’s a longer story.
          
          anyways, thanks to the people who still keep up w me, it means a lot :( <3

having major writer’s block with bittersweet, sorry guys !