silly_dudexp
hi!!! i have question is it possible to find out your past lives with a spririt board?
:)
apollo_targaryen
apollo_targaryen
https://www.twitch.tv/robbiethebee uhhhh JOIN MY STREAM PLEASE IM BEGGING
Sleep_Deprived720
@apollo_targaryen I did make a twitch account, the next time I can join, I will</3
apollo_targaryen
it has been fun, it has been wild, and a little bit scary sometimes. and i'm thankful for everyone who followed, i really am. but its time for me to leave this account. i will be going inactive pretty much indefinitely after this announcement. much love, you all are wonderful and deserve to be treated as such.
-robbie <3
starbyMC
much love. hope you have a great time doing whatever it if you’ll be doing in the future <3
apollo_targaryen
favorite youtuber GO
apollo_targaryen
@Sleep_Deprived720 YOU MUST. MINE ARE ETHAN, MARK, SEAN, AND MY STREAMERS ARE DETUNE AND THE WHOLE NEAT DUDE TEAM
apollo_targaryen
favorite music artists GO
3_Rainy_Days_3
I have the most white girl music taste but I’m in love with Taylor swift/Harry styles/Conan gray/Billie eilish
apollo_targaryen
in my hogwarts shifting era again
sorry i was gone, i'm unfortunately not dead lol
ToxicBoxz
Glad your back! Super worried about you :) also I got an update on my shifting experience!!! The other night I was going to sleep not planning on shifting but my whole body went numb and I didn’t feel like I was in my CR anymore then I heard a noise and I jolted but I was back in my CR it felt super wierd
apollo_targaryen
i ruin everything always and forever. i will ruin things my whole entire life, and everything will always be my fault, and no one can do anything to change that. it would be better for everyone if i just ended it, i think.
no-l0nger-human_
@apollo_targaryen I'm here for you Apollo, and it really isn't your fault. I promise you'll always have me by your side /gen
Whispersofnight
thanks for the follow!
Also looking at the board, we have some pretty similar conditions (I have Tourette's and C-PTSD and such lmao)
apollo_targaryen
@Whispersofnight oh okay! sorry idk why i JUST saw this lmao. i also have a lot of those, but i'm not human so LMFAO
apollo_targaryen
just gonna keep this here
https://www.wattpad.com/story/333166979
apollo_targaryen
tw: suicide, murder
i wrote this. proud of it.
One foot after the other, she led their beautiful, forsaken dance for the last time.
“One, two, three, one, two, three...” she whispered under her breath, drowning in his eyes.
Of course, they would meet again. If not in this life, another. She wanted to freeze time, to simply cease to exist anywhere else but this magnificent moment.
She twirled and twirled and panted and danced like it was the end of the world- because it was. As she leapt into him for the very last time, she screamed, continuing to dance.
Did I say that was the very last time? I lied. He was gone before she could even spin around. Of course, she didn’t know that. Regret, darling. Regret makes a person do unspeakable things.
She was psychotic. Pathological. Broken shards of glass in his feet, only sinking deeper with every subtle movement, every miniscule lie, every earth-shattering scream. He put up with it because he loved her. But as soon as he stopped…life itself ended. The world had lost its glow. Its meaning.
And it was her fault. She took the knife to his translucent, snowy skin, simply not understanding why or what she was doing. Dragging it across his body, watching the red flood out of his veins, and trying her best to make it stop. Make it end.
As the red began to flow less and less, she was aware of nothing but her hands. Covered in his life.
The dance came to an end, and she took the knife she disgraced with his love, dragging it across her own body. She watched her own life fade away like dying flames. Surrounded in her crimson life, she closed her eyes, finally feeling peace.
“One, two, three. One, two…three….”