this message may be offensive
just ranting here because like no one is awake that I can talk to
uh, missing someone really sucks. like really sucks. especially when you know they don't miss or think about you. it hurts to wear their jacket they gave to you back when they gave a shit. it sucks to know you'll never have that back again, never have that feeling of being in love with them. this person I'm talking about, they were well, the first person I fell in love with. like proper in love. but then, they must've just woken up one day and decided 'y'know what? im gonna treat her like shit and not answer her messages because she did nothing to me.' no, seriously. it feels like that's what happened. and, i know, I know, I'm being selfish for wanting that love back. it's totally selfish but i enjoyed it. i enjoyed being in love with someone who was in love with me as well. and, yeah, we broke up nearly a month ago but god damn it I miss him.
but on a less serious note, if I meet a Steve cosplayer while I'm cosplaying borky and we end up being good friends and dating or whatever, I'm just gonna be like
'Ah, shit. Here we go again.' (I met my ex at a comic con when I was Keith and he was Lance from Voltron )