Remi

I want to live, not just exist.
          	I want to fly, not just dream of it.
          	I'm spending my so called "Glory Years" alone
          	Wishing I didn't exist,
          	Praying they won't find the secrets in my soul. 
          	The world might've been a better place, 
          	If maybe I wasn't born in the first place.
          	"Everything happens for a reason they said." 
          	Not knowing that I was the reason that the house was falling apart at all. 
          	Should I cry, or should I fall? 
          	Should I let the ground crush me so hard I wouldn't be able to get uo?
          	Cause I can't.
          	I can't pretend to be happy when I'm not.
          	I'm trying, I swear to god. 
          	I don't wanna be the fucker with a messed up mind, 
          	I wanna be the woman with a writer's soul.