hello theree.  I honestly think doing descriptions is a very punishing task (??) , but yeah ok so this blog is probably something which I wanted to make since quite a few months ago  and didn't because I was never confident about what I write (not that I am now anyway lol) but ok i had to gather a lot of courage for this so pls bare with me. This thing I've noticed in whatever I write, I start to write with a totally different concept or like I usually start to write thinking about the shit I had to deal with (really really sorry)  (but it actually proves to be helpul, for me atleast or for you too idk  but yeah kind of?? its just really really great to put all of what you had to go through in all these nice, soft words??) and then the ending of the piece of writing is just totally totally different because things keep piling up (and ugh?)  so yeah my sincerest apologies. Also, you're lovely.  I hope you'll like my blog (or not it's ok either way) (hehe)