apostrology
apostrology
chapter two should be out now! its a bit short but i felt like writing something again and thought it was decent enough to post! hope u guys like it :)
sneak peak for the title of an in-the-works chapter "party balloons and existentialism" hope that sounds interesting :p
apostrology
grrrgrr i stg if i see one more person sexualizing age regression when its a coping mechanism and NOT a k!nk like ddlg is i think my head is just gonna implode
apostrology
frick the tags didnt come out right for the life of me i will never figure them out
apostrology
k so i actually finished chapter one and it should be published sometime now! super nervous but super excited!! hope you guys like it!!
(fyi plz read the description first)
apostrology
if i cant even get a skinny white boy that wears his grandpa's clothes to date me i should jusy quit, like if the family line is ending here might well do nature a favour and commit an early extinction. idc if im "just a kid" but this boy is the last person my heart can give itself too, im just so tkred of it now
manglewood
@apostrology bro. hes just not worth it, sometimes you might get mixed signals. idk bro but its not worth it imo
apostrology
@manglewood thats a really good question and i have asked myself that especially since the guy i like is my best friend and after thinking and spending more time with him i figured out that what i had felt with other people *wasn't* actually love and with him it is (although there was one occasion with another girl but she was a mega bitch and exploited my feelings) which i guess is why i just kinda dont bother interfering with his current relationship since i know he's happy about it even if im crying all night every night because of it?
manglewood
do you love him for him or do you just like the thought of it and thinking that youll be a whole with the concept of love in your life?
apostrology
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i hate love so much why do i have such bad luck with it like what am i always dojng wrong why cant i be something special to someone whats wrong with me i thought that after everything ive been through i at least deserve a fucking hug
apostrology
it's my birthday!! also update on my book, i got a new phone so im moving the publishing date to some time in august maybe?
deactivatedterrors
@apostrology Happy birthday!!! We may be Kismesis but that doesn't mean I can't wish you a good day ^^
apostrology
ayoo im writing a book!! its still a work in progress and my writing motivation can be a bit inconsistent at times but i think we'll have the first chapter out maybe at the end of the month or at the start of july?
apostrology
it's a romantic comedy (hopefully) that potrays the realities of one best friend falling in love with the other, uncertain whether it's requited or not. having experienced it first-hand... and also still currently experiencing it
(,, -3-) although its an overused cliche, i feel more confident in writing what i know! or maybe i'm just a hopeless romantic :P
apostrology
why oh why did i fall for a nerdy white boy who wears his grandfather's clothes? universe make sense, please. /j