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THEY SAID YES IM SO HAPPY EOEIRJELEOBRJEJEBENK SKELBEKELEBE

arachnidfella

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t was kinda shit but thanks
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arachnidfella

hey so huge tw for self harm im sorry im putting this here LMAO but im not wasting my final chapter of welcome to the world of fun on this 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          and he looked back down at his screen, and suddenly remembered everything. the exact way he’d squeeze it o get more blood out, the exact way it’d bubble up and the way it made small crevices in his skin. he glanced at the spot his watch covered up and felt very insignificant. it was as if he was reliving the events again, but this time as the loved one that watched the other do this to themselves. he felt just like his mother as he was brought to tears from looking at their arms. the part that made him cry the most was the fact that this person had it even worse, and here he was making it about himself. just like his mother did. and he gripped the bangs out of his eyes and lurched forward, gagging because it makes him worse than her. he was just a stupid, little, version of her. 

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I remember that time in fifth grade, where I had a headache. I was sitting next to this girl on the bus and she said “Oh you should hit your teeth so the headache goes away” and dumb fifth grade me thought in that moment, “Yeah, that seems like a good idea,” so I went ahead and did it, and guess what, I got a toothache so then that little shit goes “Okay, hit your nose now,” and she demonstrates by hitting her nose what I presume lightly, but I was stupid and didn’t get the message and fucking obliterated my nose (actually, in the moment, it didn’t seem so bad) and I was just vibing for like maybe less than a second until she goes, “holy jsjdhd your nose is bleeding” and I sat there like “pardon” and then it started dripping all over the bus seat and I was on the verge of tears, so I went to the front of the moving bus to get tissues but the mf bus driver didn’t have any (no hate to bus drivers. massive respect for them for putting up with kids) so I wiped on my fucking lunchbox. fun fact, it managed to wipe off and I am still using the same fucking lunchbox. just wanted to share that moment of her freaking out over my immensely bleeding nose and the kids on the bus causing a racket, all the while i scrubbed my grubby little nose on this stupid lunchbox lmao

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That was highly entertaining to read XD 
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arachnidfella

️ MY FRIEND
          
          
          (one of my two online friends [does the other even count? i know them in real life ;_;] left so i need friends)
          
          
          if the rare occurrence happens that someone sees this—not only that, decides to volunteer— please tell me, cuz im willing to be anyone’s friend :D (unless I hate you)

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oh my god thank you lol
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sunshineash-

i’ll be ur frennnn :) u seem super chill and fun!! as long as u can tolerate a chaotic, gay, asd, harry styles stan, i’d love to be friendsss!!
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arachnidfella

so yesterday i was rushing and in a rubbish mood and such
          
          and my dad was pretty angry and also rushing, fumbling with the cabinets as you do
          
          then a knife fell out from the drawer and hit my foot
          
          and instead of asking me if I was okay my mom told me ‘your okay’ as a statement and moved on
          
          NO JULIA I’M BLEEDING